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Beelzebub

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Oct 17, 2023
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So, I have been trying to hang myself for the past few days, but I cant seem to get myself to kneel its been really upsetting me how much of a coward I am.

How do I get over my fear? Or should I go with another method. I wanted SN but I cant seem to find a way to get it in the UK.

Any advice? Anyone had similar experience!
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Do you plan partial? Maybe this post is of interest for you.


Have you considered full suspension? If you do it correct there's no way to back out after you kicked the chair, very high success rate.
 
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spiritus

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I would get drunk. It usually gives me the courage to do anything.
 
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Limerance

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I would get drunk. It usually gives me the courage to do anything.
This, I'd get wasted. Just don't overdo it to the point you might mess up the knot or something similar.
 
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Val12345

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So, I have been trying to hang myself for the past few days, but I cant seem to get myself to kneel its been really upsetting me how much of a coward I am.

How do I get over my fear? Or should I go with another method. I wanted SN but I cant seem to find a way to get it in the UK.

Any advice? Anyone had similar experience!
I tried it today could keep up with it after a few secs and widraw
My brain was clouded with thought it's really impaired my ability to continue
I would get drunk. It usually gives me the courage to do anything.
I wish I had access to it
 
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Foreverix

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Sep 18, 2023
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What do you think scares you the most? Is it the thoughts or the physical actions?
 
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Beelzebub

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Oct 17, 2023
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What do you think scares you the most? Is it the thoughts or the physical actions?
Bit of both I guess, I have the knot, I kneel, I panic and I get up and then start hating myself and try again
I would get drunk. It usually gives me the courage to do anything.
I just hate the taste of alcohol, I suppose I could give it a try
 
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Amyend88

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Oct 22, 2023
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It seems that partial is rarely successful; your best bet is complete suspension. No one should survive full if they're fully competent.
 
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Limerance

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I tried it today could keep up with it after a few secs and widraw
My brain was clouded with thought it's really impaired my ability to continue

I wish I had access to it
May I ask why you don't have access to alcohol if you don't mind?
 

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