Help help??? relatively time sensitive

[kittypanova]

i need to kill myself before june. my lease runs out then and the current plan is to move in with family. it will be harder to kill myself then.

i just don't know how i'm going to figure out a method that is affordable, accessible, and relatively peaceful/non-violent before then. i don't have access to firearms, i can't afford black market options. i need to die, i don't want to live in a world, in a country, this horrible and cruel. i have only a few months. i can see there are lots of resources here, but i'm feeling tired and worn out and having trouble sifting through it all and parsing it all out. please help.

 

[tchaik18401893]

SN

 

[kittypanova]

SN

can you please elaborate?? my understanding is that this is a method i would have to access through black market options, which i can't afford. please let me know if i'm missing something here.

 

[tchaik18401893]

can you please elaborate?? my understanding is that this is a method i would have to access through black market options, which i can't afford. please let me know if i'm missing something here.

No, there are websites you can search on google that sell it to you for cheap. I got mine from a reliable source for 25 dollars. Dm me for sources

 

[kittypanova]

No, there are websites you can search on google that sell it to you for cheap. I got mine from a reliable source for 25 dollars. Dm me for sources

i see that pming requires i post a certain number of times and be more active, i will try to do this when i have the time and energy. thank you for the offer of support. in the meantime, if anyone can offer hints or advice without direct sourcing, i would still appreciate this.

 

[lost_soul83]

can you please elaborate?? my understanding is that this is a method i would have to access through black market options, which i can't afford. please let me know if i'm missing something here.

I bought my SN on Amazon. I don't know if they've made it harder to get now but for me I just searched for it on the regular web and found it on Amazon for cheap.

 

[jodes2]

i see that pming requires i post a certain number of times and be more active, i will try to do this when i have the time and energy. thank you for the offer of support. in the meantime, if anyone can offer hints or advice without direct sourcing, i would still appreciate this.

Get your post count up in the game section, you could do it in under 10 minutes and it's easy

 

[lost_soul83]

i see that pming requires i post a certain number of times and be more active, i will try to do this when i have the time and energy. thank you for the offer of support. in the meantime, if anyone can offer hints or advice without direct sourcing, i would still appreciate this.

Have you thought about partial hanging?