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overcookedeggs
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- May 16, 2024
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Kind of what the title says. But, I think I might actually go through with killing myself a couple months down the line, so I just want to make sure I get the sn method down correctly beforehand. I tend to ramble and go off-topic a bit, so I apologize in advance if that happens while I'm writing this.
Soo, to begin with, I currently weigh 166.6 pounds. Is 2 grams of sodium nitrite enough? I read that just 2g of sn is lethal enough to induce death regardless of one's weight, but I just want to eliminate any unnecessary variables if not.
Speaking of which, what kind of sodium nitrite do I need? Will any do? Does it have to be like, 100% pure sodium nitrite? It's legal to purchase through Amazon in my country, so if any of you guys have recommendations on which brand is best, then that'd be nice.(Joking, but also maybe not really, I'm a visual learner.)
Also, can I drink alcohol with sn? I wanted to drink myself till' I was wasted. Then, right before I pass out drunk, I ingest the sodium nitrite. I'm asking since I'm the type of drunk to sleep like a log, and I'd like to avoid panicking at the sensation of dying if I wound up waking up in the middle of dying, if that makes sense. I was also thinking of taking a shit ton of melatonin too to induce drowsiness, could I just do both alcohol and melatonin? Or maybe one or the other? Idk.
When I was reading up on the sn method, there was a lot of talk about anti-nausea medicine, so, should I take that too? I don't really know how fast sn can kick in, so if I need to take it as well, should I take it like an hour in advance so that it's in full swing when I go to ingest the sn?
In general, I just wanna avoid dying in pain. I dislike pain, that's the only scary part about dying to me, really. That, and I guess the brain instincts that kick in during survival mode, which is why I want to be drunk passed out when I go through with it.
I bought a small sketchbook that I'll use to journal everything and my thoughts until then. Who knows, I might change my mind about going through with it entirely, that's just how life is.
But please do let me know your thoughts on if my spin on the sn method is okay.
(Kind of unrelated, but I initially was going to use the carbon monoxide method because of how much I had heard about it being relatively painless if done right. But, I've read lots about the sn method since then, and it seems a lot less complicated, hence the existence of this post.)
Soo, to begin with, I currently weigh 166.6 pounds. Is 2 grams of sodium nitrite enough? I read that just 2g of sn is lethal enough to induce death regardless of one's weight, but I just want to eliminate any unnecessary variables if not.
Speaking of which, what kind of sodium nitrite do I need? Will any do? Does it have to be like, 100% pure sodium nitrite? It's legal to purchase through Amazon in my country, so if any of you guys have recommendations on which brand is best, then that'd be nice.(Joking, but also maybe not really, I'm a visual learner.)
Also, can I drink alcohol with sn? I wanted to drink myself till' I was wasted. Then, right before I pass out drunk, I ingest the sodium nitrite. I'm asking since I'm the type of drunk to sleep like a log, and I'd like to avoid panicking at the sensation of dying if I wound up waking up in the middle of dying, if that makes sense. I was also thinking of taking a shit ton of melatonin too to induce drowsiness, could I just do both alcohol and melatonin? Or maybe one or the other? Idk.
When I was reading up on the sn method, there was a lot of talk about anti-nausea medicine, so, should I take that too? I don't really know how fast sn can kick in, so if I need to take it as well, should I take it like an hour in advance so that it's in full swing when I go to ingest the sn?
In general, I just wanna avoid dying in pain. I dislike pain, that's the only scary part about dying to me, really. That, and I guess the brain instincts that kick in during survival mode, which is why I want to be drunk passed out when I go through with it.
I bought a small sketchbook that I'll use to journal everything and my thoughts until then. Who knows, I might change my mind about going through with it entirely, that's just how life is.
But please do let me know your thoughts on if my spin on the sn method is okay.
(Kind of unrelated, but I initially was going to use the carbon monoxide method because of how much I had heard about it being relatively painless if done right. But, I've read lots about the sn method since then, and it seems a lot less complicated, hence the existence of this post.)