Heart disease

[Funeralprincess]

So over the long years of leading up to me finally deciding to try and take my life again, I started having all kinds of issues with my heart. Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about. For a long time, my symptoms matched closely with heart disease (heart problems also run in the family) and my first doctor essentially refused to look into it saying all of my symptoms were anxiety related, because "no young person gets heart disease, it just doesn't happen". I was called a hypochondriac which wasn't a nice feeling, and told that my heart issues would subside. Well I became very fucking scared being under that doctors care and to get into another doctor, I needed a referral. It took me months to get the referral from this doctor who kept swearing up and down there's no way it's heart disease. Now depression and heart disease can be very closely linked according to many studies, and as someone who has depression on top of BP, I was still concerned and just had this feeling it wasn't just anxiety. With as much as I'd been in the hospital due to heart related problems I wasn't feeling good about this. I was previously diagnosed with BHS (broken heart syndrome) after some very traumatic events happened in my life leading to that, and was hospitalized for that as well, so when I continued to have heart issues I was shocked the doctor hadn't looked at all previous problems and taken it seriously. When I did get the referral, I then had to wait a very long time to get into that doctor and by the time I could, almost a year had passed. This doctor tends to be very good, so they're heavily booked which I understand. After a lot of testing, it's finally confirmed I have fucking heart disease, and the new doctor isn't surprised it's gotten worse because treatment wasn't possible under the other doctors care.
The failing medical system is another reason I want to go.. I never realized how bad it was until I developed heart issues. I hope one day the medial system improves

 

[Hollowillow]

I am treated the same. Even after diagnosing several illnesses & a car accident, they still called me a hypocondriac while I was bleeding. I used nutrition to heal with great success, people even reversed heart disease (look into adrenal fatigue, mega dose of nutrition andreau saul? Made the book doctor yourself movies food matters & hungry for change. Basically replace grains & sugar by greens... I eat meat. Plus bone broth with chicken legs melted joint's collagen, loads of vitamin c... It can rebuild stuff)

But I am constantly poisonned at home by stupid cleaning mix that fucked up the buildin's materials... I can't heal fast enough... No will left.

You might be possible to save with nutrition... But after the way you were left to die & traumatized... I wouldn't want to either.

You can do both. To increase quality of lufe while looking for a way out.

You have a good heart. I'm sorry for both of us that most doctors don't. At least you were validated before you died. I wish you could sue or at least call the jerk who called you a hypocondriac. Preferably claw his heart out & show it to him. But death is a sweet release of freedom & he deserves jail.

Love you

 

[Funeralprincess]

I am treated the same. Even after diagnosing several illnesses & a car accident, they still called me a hypocondriac while I was bleeding. I used nutrition to heal with great success, people even reversed heart disease (look into adrenal fatigue, mega dose of nutrition andreau saul? Made the book doctor yourself movies food matters & hungry for change. Basically replace grains & sugar by greens... I eat meat. Plus bone broth with chicken legs melted joint's collagen, loads of vitamin c... It can rebuild stuff)

But I am constantly poisonned at home by stupid cleaning mix that fucked up the buildin's materials... I can't heal fast enough... No will left.

You might be possible to save with nutrition... But after the way you were left to die & traumatized... I wouldn't want to either.

You can do both. To increase quality of lufe while looking for a way out.

You have a good heart. I'm sorry for both of us that most doctors don't. At least you were validated before you died. I wish you could sue or at least call the jerk who called you a hypocondriac. Preferably claw his heart out & show it to him. But death is a sweet release of freedom & he deserves jail.

Love you

Sorry it happened to you too. It took forever to get into the good doctor and I was still scared they wouldn't listen. I keep having bad chest pains at night and they scare me. Nutrition is something I do want to improve while I'm here, but I don't think meat is a good choice for me anymore, unless it's seafood. Other meat types I'm beginning to not stomach well (and I mean healthy meats that are grilled not fried) so maybe I'll aim to be pescatarian? I'm not sure. Doctors can sometimes hurt us more than help us

 

[jodes2]

So over the long years of leading up to me finally deciding to try and take my life again, I started having all kinds of issues with my heart. Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about. For a long time, my symptoms matched closely with heart disease (heart problems also run in the family) and my first doctor essentially refused to look into it saying all of my symptoms were anxiety related, because "no young person gets heart disease, it just doesn't happen". I was called a hypochondriac which wasn't a nice feeling, and told that my heart issues would subside. Well I became very fucking scared being under that doctors care and to get into another doctor, I needed a referral. It took me months to get the referral from this doctor who kept swearing up and down there's no way it's heart disease. Now depression and heart disease can be very closely linked according to many studies, and as someone who has depression on top of BP, I was still concerned and just had this feeling it wasn't just anxiety. With as much as I'd been in the hospital due to heart related problems I wasn't feeling good about this. I was previously diagnosed with BHS (broken heart syndrome) after some very traumatic events happened in my life leading to that, and was hospitalized for that as well, so when I continued to have heart issues I was shocked the doctor hadn't looked at all previous problems and taken it seriously. When I did get the referral, I then had to wait a very long time to get into that doctor and by the time I could, almost a year had passed. This doctor tends to be very good, so they're heavily booked which I understand. After a lot of testing, it's finally confirmed I have fucking heart disease, and the new doctor isn't surprised it's gotten worse because treatment wasn't possible under the other doctors care.
The failing medical system is another reason I want to go.. I never realized how bad it was until I developed heart issues. I hope one day the medial system improves

Bloody doctors. Sorry you went through that

 

[Funeralprincess]

Bloody doctors. Sorry you went through that

It's okay.

 

[Hollowillow]

Sorry it happened to you too. It took forever to get into the good doctor and I was still scared they wouldn't listen. I keep having bad chest pains at night and they scare me. Nutrition is something I do want to improve while I'm here, but I don't think meat is a good choice for me anymore, unless it's seafood. Other meat types I'm beginning to not stomach well (and I mean healthy meats that are grilled not fried) so maybe I'll aim to be pescatarian? I'm not sure. Doctors can sometimes hurt us more than help us

I'm also sorry that you had to endure that. Red meat is hard to digest. Salmon has a face too so I consider it meat. You can buy a whole one with its bones & boil them. I asked the guy in china town to prepare boneless? Pieces & give me the trash for soup. It was way better than the regular pieces. Now just eating is a miracle so I can't blame you. But you can't rebuild a heart with white bread while forcing it fasterwith coffee & sugar. Heart disease is a big killer but we eat that way as a standard... Near death experiences can be opportunities to find a better way to live. But I hate society...

 

[Funeralprincess]

I'm also sorry that you had to endure that. Red meat is hard to digest. Salmon has a face too so I consider it meat. You can buy a whole one with its bones & boil them. I asked the guy in china town to prepare boneless? Pieces & give me the trash for soup. It was way better than the regular pieces. Now just eating is a miracle so I can't blame you. But you can't rebuild a heart with white bread while forcing it fasterwith coffee & sugar. Heart disease is a big killer but we eat that way as a standard... Near death experiences can be opportunities to find a better way to live. But I hate society...

So I will admit my one weakness is coffee. I drink it to get through big course loads and I KNOW that's not helping. Coffee (even a small bit) triggers my tachycardia so i am trying to limit it. I need to get some bone broth.. I actually enjoy the taste of it so I'll add it to my shopping list. I hate society too… it's a shit show

 

[HumansAreHell]

So over the long years of leading up to me finally deciding to try and take my life again, I started having all kinds of issues with my heart. Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about. For a long time, my symptoms matched closely with heart disease (heart problems also run in the family) and my first doctor essentially refused to look into it saying all of my symptoms were anxiety related, because "no young person gets heart disease, it just doesn't happen". I was called a hypochondriac which wasn't a nice feeling, and told that my heart issues would subside. Well I became very fucking scared being under that doctors care and to get into another doctor, I needed a referral. It took me months to get the referral from this doctor who kept swearing up and down there's no way it's heart disease. Now depression and heart disease can be very closely linked according to many studies, and as someone who has depression on top of BP, I was still concerned and just had this feeling it wasn't just anxiety. With as much as I'd been in the hospital due to heart related problems I wasn't feeling good about this. I was previously diagnosed with BHS (broken heart syndrome) after some very traumatic events happened in my life leading to that, and was hospitalized for that as well, so when I continued to have heart issues I was shocked the doctor hadn't looked at all previous problems and taken it seriously. When I did get the referral, I then had to wait a very long time to get into that doctor and by the time I could, almost a year had passed. This doctor tends to be very good, so they're heavily booked which I understand. After a lot of testing, it's finally confirmed I have fucking heart disease, and the new doctor isn't surprised it's gotten worse because treatment wasn't possible under the other doctors care.
The failing medical system is another reason I want to go.. I never realized how bad it was until I developed heart issues. I hope one day the medial system improves

This hits so close to home it is truly infuriating… I'm sorry you had to go through this. I've gone through very similar, also been called a hypochondriac by a doctor who ran no tests on me either. It makes me so mad that doctors can be so ignorant like that. Especially like you said, severe depression and heart disease are directly linked. In fact long term depression has been shown to cause all kinds of chronic illness and these are things we have known about for a long time. It's because of this that I think the US medical system is just a business.

 

[Funeralprincess]

This hits so close to home it is truly infuriating… I'm sorry you had to go through this. I've gone through very similar, also been called a hypochondriac by a doctor who ran no tests on me either. It makes me so mad that doctors can be so ignorant like that. Especially like you said, severe depression and heart disease are directly linked. In fact long term depression has been shown to cause all kinds of chronic illness and these are things we have known about for a long time. It's because of this that I think the US medical system is just a business.

It's disgusting. I'm not trying to make my situation out to be the worst, but because it has been left untreated, I've suffered greatly. I'm sorry it happened to you too.. it's terrifying because if we weren't killing our selves we could've still ended up dead due to medical negligence. It IS just a business. If you want to see how fucked it really gets look at people who have diagnosed chronic pain. Pain management doctors are fucking assholes and they'll make your life hell if you need pain management

 

[Hollowillow]

So I will admit my one weakness is coffee. I drink it to get through big course loads and I KNOW that's not helping. Coffee (even a small bit) triggers my tachycardia so i am trying to limit it. I need to get some bone broth.. I actually enjoy the taste of it so I'll add it to my shopping list. I hate society too… it's a shit show

Not just limit... GONE! Vitamin B is needed to burn energy... And renew nerves. Eat eggs, take supplements. You'll be surprised. Freaking rest, fuck demands! Simplify & downsize your life. The more you get the more energy it takes & the more shit can go wrong.

Make sure it's the real collagen rich bone broth, I could only do it home made. Don't use cubes. Those corn & msg are abominations.
I talk big but I crave ramen since I saw that msg soup yesterday. Do what biology needs, not what I do... I do worse than you.
Instead to whip its slaves to work harder than possible at the peril of theur health, society convinced them to whip themselves with stimulant drugs... coffee. I also wish I could get high & die if a heart attack...

No wait I forgot where I am.

DRINK A GALLON OF COFFEE! SWEET WAY OUT LUCKY YOU!!!

It's disgusting. I'm not trying to make my situation out to be the worst, but because it has been left untreated, I've suffered greatly. I'm sorry it happened to you too.. it's terrifying because if we weren't killing our selves we could've still ended up dead due to medical negligence. It IS just a business. If you want to see how fucked it really gets look at people who have diagnosed chronic pain. Pain management doctors are fucking assholes and they'll make your life hell if you need pain management

Is your name a reference to the doctor horrible musical or something? Or a comic and the musical made reference to it?

Pain killers stop healing & increase pain. We blame our bodies instead of the drug & increase the dose $$$ for drug pushers! Health care? Ha!

 

[Funeralprincess]

Not just limit... GONE! Vitamin B is needed to burn energy... And renew nerves. Eat eggs, take supplements. You'll be surprised. Freaking rest, fuck demands! Simplify & downsize your life. The more you get the more energy it takes & the more shit can go wrong.

Make sure it's the real collagen rich bone broth, I could only do it home made. Don't use cubes. Those corn & msg are abominations.
I talk big but I crave ramen since I saw that msg soup yesterday. Do what biology needs, not what I do... I do worse than you.
Instead to whip its slaves to work harder than possible at the peril of theur health, society convinced them to whip themselves with stimulant drugs... coffee. I also wish I could get high & die if a heart attack...

No wait I forgot where I am.

DRINK A GALLON OF COFFEE! SWEET WAY OUT LUCKY YOU!!!

Is your name a reference to the doctor horrible musical or something? Or a comic and the musical made reference to it?

Pain killers stop healing & increase pain. We blame our bodies instead of the drug & increase the dose $$$ for drug pushers! Health care? Ha!

Lol yes I want to make coffee gone altogether! I just know if I go cold turkey it won't be good (o tried it before and went nuts lol) but so far I have been drinking a LOT less and yeah I want real bone broth not the cubes haha. I find the cubes are just nasty

 

[anxiety cat]

Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about.

This fucking statement right here! Ugh!

I am so sorry you had to go thru all that. I've had similar experiences and they are humiliating.

Hugs

 

[Rational man]

So over the long years of leading up to me finally deciding to try and take my life again, I started having all kinds of issues with my heart. Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about. For a long time, my symptoms matched closely with heart disease (heart problems also run in the family) and my first doctor essentially refused to look into it saying all of my symptoms were anxiety related, because "no young person gets heart disease, it just doesn't happen". I was called a hypochondriac which wasn't a nice feeling, and told that my heart issues would subside. Well I became very fucking scared being under that doctors care and to get into another doctor, I needed a referral. It took me months to get the referral from this doctor who kept swearing up and down there's no way it's heart disease. Now depression and heart disease can be very closely linked according to many studies, and as someone who has depression on top of BP, I was still concerned and just had this feeling it wasn't just anxiety. With as much as I'd been in the hospital due to heart related problems I wasn't feeling good about this. I was previously diagnosed with BHS (broken heart syndrome) after some very traumatic events happened in my life leading to that, and was hospitalized for that as well, so when I continued to have heart issues I was shocked the doctor hadn't looked at all previous problems and taken it seriously. When I did get the referral, I then had to wait a very long time to get into that doctor and by the time I could, almost a year had passed. This doctor tends to be very good, so they're heavily booked which I understand. After a lot of testing, it's finally confirmed I have fucking heart disease, and the new doctor isn't surprised it's gotten worse because treatment wasn't possible under the other doctors care.
The failing medical system is another reason I want to go.. I never realized how bad it was until I developed heart issues. I hope one day the medial system improves

i could have written this but i have a different autoimmune endocrine syndrome which is untreatable. Ive seen numerous drs and specialists on NHS and most were indifferent and dismissive. I had to pay privately and he was the one who understood and from there, my illness was confirmed. Im now faced with the dilemma of dying slowly or taking the Dignitas route or making own plan to exit. The thought of medical intervention is terrifying. I need control on my terms, not a hapless medic who cant cure nor kill me. I really feel your pain and I send virtual hug❤

 

[Funeralprincess]

i could have written this but i have a different autoimmune endocrine syndrome which is untreatable. Ive seen numerous drs and specialists on NHS and most were indifferent and dismissive. I had to pay privately and he was the one who understood and from there, my illness was confirmed. Im now faced with the dilemma of dying slowly or taking the Dignitas route or making own plan to exit. The thought of medical intervention is terrifying. I need control on my terms, not a hapless medic who cant cure nor kill me. I really feel your pain and I send virtual hug❤

Do you mind sharing the disease? I'm so interested! I'm sorry they treated you that way :/

This fucking statement right here! Ugh!

I am so sorry you had to go thru all that. I've had similar experiences and they are humiliating.

Hugs

I'm sorry you too have endured the poor system

 

[Hollowillow]

Lol yes I want to make coffee gone altogether! I just know if I go cold turkey it won't be good (o tried it before and went nuts lol) but so far I have been drinking a LOT less and yeah I want real bone broth not the cubes haha. I find the cubes are just nasty

Aw you're playing along my propaganda, you're the sweetest fluff. You could push through going nuts off coffee, people will no longer dare to mess with you might lose a job & lover though... With psych meds they have to be slowed down slowly so I guess it's similar. Nasty cubes... It reminds me of gollum from lord of the ring... He said "Nasty hobbitsesesss"... I wish I could photoshop him with those cubes, then eating raw live fish like a psycho animal. "Fish are more nutritious than msg" Actually super good health advice from gollum. I think he refused a cookie or some nasty shit, then went fishing. Gollum the nutritionist... Imagine him with a chef's hat. Aaah... I miss art.

Or evil gollum on coffee... Or coffee withdrawals... Going crazy over a cup, biting fingers off like he did for the ring.

@summers might find it funny his avatar is sauron. (Come here & enjoy my delirious nonsense)

Damnit I can't insert the fish gif... Is it this site or my browser? I just ate cake & I think I'm hyper.

Good luck giving up coffee... Or enjoy the perfect way to ctb?

 

[anxiety cat]

i could have written this but i have a different autoimmune endocrine syndrome which is untreatable. Ive seen numerous drs and specialists on NHS and most were indifferent and dismissive. I had to pay privately and he was the one who understood and from there, my illness was confirmed. Im now faced with the dilemma of dying slowly or taking the Dignitas route or making own plan to exit. The thought of medical intervention is terrifying. I need control on my terms, not a hapless medic who cant cure nor kill me. I really feel your pain and I send virtual hug❤

American here …can I ask some questions about the NHS? Curious…

It's a public health care system funded by the citizens taxes correct? UK?

 

[Hollowillow]

i could have written this but i have a different autoimmune endocrine syndrome which is untreatable. Ive seen numerous drs and specialists on NHS and most were indifferent and dismissive. I had to pay privately and he was the one who understood and from there, my illness was confirmed. Im now faced with the dilemma of dying slowly or taking the Dignitas route or making own plan to exit. The thought of medical intervention is terrifying. I need control on my terms, not a hapless medic who cant cure nor kill me. I really feel your pain and I send virtual hug❤

If I was doctor house instead if "it's never lupus" I'd say "it's never auto immune" doctors are so narcissistic they blame the body instead of finding the cause. Gerson cured doomed stage 4 cancer with nutrition & avoiding poisons...

Natural ways might at least improve life quality until you find a way out... I hope you'll find a peaceful one.

 

[Lily (Osako)]

So over the long years of leading up to me finally deciding to try and take my life again, I started having all kinds of issues with my heart. Now if any of you have medical issues that are very serious, you know America's medical system picks and chooses who it's going to give a fuck about. For a long time, my symptoms matched closely with heart disease (heart problems also run in the family) and my first doctor essentially refused to look into it saying all of my symptoms were anxiety related, because "no young person gets heart disease, it just doesn't happen". I was called a hypochondriac which wasn't a nice feeling, and told that my heart issues would subside. Well I became very fucking scared being under that doctors care and to get into another doctor, I needed a referral. It took me months to get the referral from this doctor who kept swearing up and down there's no way it's heart disease. Now depression and heart disease can be very closely linked according to many studies, and as someone who has depression on top of BP, I was still concerned and just had this feeling it wasn't just anxiety. With as much as I'd been in the hospital due to heart related problems I wasn't feeling good about this. I was previously diagnosed with BHS (broken heart syndrome) after some very traumatic events happened in my life leading to that, and was hospitalized for that as well, so when I continued to have heart issues I was shocked the doctor hadn't looked at all previous problems and taken it seriously. When I did get the referral, I then had to wait a very long time to get into that doctor and by the time I could, almost a year had passed. This doctor tends to be very good, so they're heavily booked which I understand. After a lot of testing, it's finally confirmed I have fucking heart disease, and the new doctor isn't surprised it's gotten worse because treatment wasn't possible under the other doctors care.
The failing medical system is another reason I want to go.. I never realized how bad it was until I developed heart issues. I hope one day the medial system improves

I've been dealing with the same thing but a different disease.
For over 20 years I've been told it's in my head, or it's not that bad, that I'm exaggerating, they've misdiagnosed me with whatever the newest and easiest thing they could come up with without ever testing me. Been told it's just depression, that I'm making myself sick, and have even been blatantly called a liar right to my face.
Had they taken the time and diagnosed me earlier, I wouldn't be so far gone now. I'd have had a chance at a relatively normal life, not using a cane and not headed to a wheelchair.
And what's equally maddening is that there's no recourse. They can't be held accountable for any of it.
They've ruined my life and don't even care.

 

[Funeralprincess]

I've been dealing with the same thing but a different disease.
For over 20 years I've been told it's in my head, or it's not that bad, that I'm exaggerating, they've misdiagnosed me with whatever the newest and easiest thing they could come up with without ever testing me. Been told it's just depression, that I'm making myself sick, and have even been blatantly called a liar right to my face.
Had they taken the time and diagnosed me earlier, I wouldn't be so far gone now. I'd have had a chance at a relatively normal life, not using a cane and not headed to a wheelchair.
And what's equally maddening is that there's no recourse. They can't be held accountable for any of it.
They've ruined my life and don't even care.

I'm so sorry. Those monsters deserve to be in fucking prison for what they've done to you

 

[Lily (Osako)]

I'm so sorry. Those monsters deserve to be in fucking prison for what they've done to you

They deserve to be in prison for what they do to all of us.
I'm so sorry for what they've done to you as well.
I wish I could get my hands on your drs and show them what it feels like to be sick and in pain and the one person who could actually help, refuses to do so.

 

[Funeralprincess]

They deserve to be in prison for what they do to all of us.
I'm so sorry for what they've done to you as well.
I wish I could get my hands on your drs and show them what it feels like to be sick and in pain and the one person who could actually help, refuses to do so.

Doctors have too much freedom. I learned a lot for fighting for myself. Doctors can get their license re-instated after six months off for malpractice. If they get terminated, they can just state hop and take advantage of a fresh start clause and "open up shop"… I appreciate good doctors I really do, but they're rare. All of them as you said, DO deserve prison time but the most they'll get is a few months of suspension then be let back into the doors. How lovely

 

[Hollowillow]

And free health care means they rob your taxes & give you no choice of getting real cures. Hippocrates said let your food be medicine. The snake oil srllers took over, even their logo are poisonous snakes. We need to boycott the system with self care & better way to live. I envy the amish. Seems hard as a woman & beard turn me off, but seems better overall as a society.

 

[gimzero]

Similar with athritis also i hope that it kill me without take sn finally.

 

[FuneralCry]

It does seem as though a lot of the time doctors just cause more harm. I'm sorry that you have had to endure all this, it's awful how the human body is capable of torturing us with diseases. I wish you relief from suffering.

 

[Rational man]

American here …can I ask some questions about the NHS? Curious…

It's a public health care system funded by the citizens taxes correct? UK?

Correct. There's a private healthcare, funded by insurance but its limited and if you go wrong there, they relyq on National Health to take over. Most people rely on NHS

Do you mind sharing the disease? I'm so interested! I'm sorry they treated you that way :/

I'm sorry you too have endured the poor system

i acquired it following 1st covid vax i think. Within Weeks i become ill with gut failure and endocrine dysfunction. I havnt got a label for it but drs say unexplained rare dysfunctional syndrome. I was a fit 36 Year old man. Now im gaunt becuase my gut doesnt work well. I feel twice my age and i just want out. I want peace.

If I was doctor house instead if "it's never lupus" I'd say "it's never auto immune" doctors are so narcissistic they blame the body instead of finding the cause. Gerson cured doomed stage 4 cancer with nutrition & avoiding poisons...

Natural ways might at least improve life quality until you find a way out... I hope you'll find a peaceful one.

THANKS❤