Discussion Having the products on stand by for when the decline starts to happen

[cjt11203]

Finding this website and learning about SN and N has been a huge relief for me but now I have to figure out how to get these things. Either figuring out how to get SN shipped to me here in the US or learning Spanish and getting N in Mexico, peru, or Bolivia. But it seems restrictions continue to get tighter and tighter. So it seems I need to get these things ASAP. I want to die now but while I'm able bodied and not homeless, I'm still waiting and seeing until the inevitable decline happens. My procrastination at this point is because I don't know how and the more accessible options seem painful or terrifying. Dying in my sleep is more my style. Just still need to figure out how to get those damn things.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I also just wish for a peaceful way to be free from all the suffering of existing, I see so much cruelty in how such ways are made inaccessible with suffering seen as to force and prolong no matter what instead, I'd personally prefer to not exist than be burdened with this futile, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's just so horrific to me how existence causes all this suffering all for the sake of it, I personally just want peace from it all. But anyway I wish you the best.