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Ludachris

Ludachris

Member
Mar 19, 2023
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I don't know what's up with my mind, it's been like this since puberty. Every time I make a huge decision in my life I agonise over whatever I choose and regret it over and over again. I am very sick now, I've lost everything. But I still cry when thinking about harming my body.

I just can't do it, I feel so sorry for my body whenever I practise.

I think I may just have to stick through life and see where it takes me unfortunately. I still have my family to support me.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Sorry that you are suffering. Do you feel like talking about your illness? Or about the good support your family is giving you?
 
mysticatedwine

mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
204
i understand, it's hard. i'm in the same place. if you ever need to talk, i'm here
 

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