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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
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i dont know where to put this, but people have made shorter posts 🤷‍♀️

i havent eaten in 3 days and i lost almost 10lbs.....months of work...i was almost to 115...im back to 105......
i havent told my exhus and the closest i got to telling my bf is "i want to be honest but i dont" thats it. he doesnt have a topic or anything.....
 
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Life_and_Death

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i told my bf i still havent eaten.... not how much weight ive lost though... that started a whole "youre better of without me" convo..........

i told my exhus that i lost 10lbs....i also told him that according to wedmd that losing 10lbs in 3 days is basically impossible. basically zero reaction. meanwhile my bf "he enables your bad behaviours"
tbf....i told him to stop asking me to eat.....
 
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Mar 22, 2024
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Hey, I'm just checking in. How are you doing?
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Hey, I'm just checking in. How are you doing?
hey thank you for checking on me 💜
my bf and i managed to talk and my exhus offered to make me food. it took me a bit and chopsticks but i finally got something to eat. and then i think i had severe heartburn (not sure what else it could have been) my stomach, chest, and whole back was in pain, thankfully i managed to have a pepcid so that calmed down and i didnt need the hospital phew 😮‍💨.
its now 3pm and all ive had today was 2 pieces of toast and 2 bites of cookies, but slowly i guess

thank you again 🥰🫂🫂
 
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Jiyuurakka

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Mar 22, 2024
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my bf and i managed to talk and my exhus offered to make me food. it took me a bit and chopsticks but i finally got something to eat. and then i think i had severe heartburn (not sure what else it could have been) my stomach, chest, and whole back was in pain, thankfully i managed to have a pepcid so that calmed down and i didnt need the hospital phew 😮‍💨.
its now 3pm and all ive had today was 2 pieces of toast and 2 bites of cookies, but slowly i guess

thank you again 🥰🫂🫂
That's heartwarming to hear, I got a bit concerned reading what you wrote since you were getting neglected a lot, what an awful feeling. Anyways, I hope you're able to stay on the same uphill track and revive your health.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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That's heartwarming to hear, I got a bit concerned reading what you wrote since you were getting neglected a lot, what an awful feeling. Anyways, I hope you're able to stay on the same uphill track and revive your health.
thank you for caring 💜
yeah, i like my chances, ive been doing pretty good lately. this just broke my longest recovery stretch (i guess i could call it). does this count for the weekly challenge 'marathon' thread? XD
 
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Mar 22, 2024
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thank you for caring 💜
yeah, i like my chances, ive been doing pretty good lately. this just broke my longest recovery stretch (i guess i could call it). does this count for the weekly challenge 'marathon' thread? XD
Oh, I guess it does!
 
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