Have you picked out a song/movie/quote for your last moments?

[onemorenight]

If so, what? I wanted to read a couple poems while I listen to either a playlist or just 1 song on repeat. Not sure which one I'd pick though.

 

[notherenotnow]

I'm going to re-read my favorite book, The catcher in the rye.. I'll listen to my favorite playlist and play my 3 favorite games and maybe check out my old moviestarplanet account<3

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

My song when I CTB is Weird Fishes by Radiohead. It's my favorite song ever and calming enough to drift away too. Maybe Change by Big Theif if I'm feeling extra miserable lol.

Highly recommend both songs!!!

 

[carac]

I have a playlist of my favourite video game OST directly before, I would also like to watch the Lord of the Rings one last time in the day or days before

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Probably a playlist. I hope i'd be conscious enough to say "Ready or not, here I come" before I pass out or something.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i've compiled a playlist called 'Songs I'd Die To' & it's unfortunately not as long as i'd like. i'll also be bringing my fav books w me to the place i plan to die: Observatory Mansions, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Last Summer in the City, & Catcher in the Rye :)

 

[MeaningDork]

i've compiled a playlist called 'Songs I'd Die To' & it's unfortunately not as long as i'd like. i'll also be bringing my fav books w me to the place i plan to die: Observatory Mansions, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Last Summer in the City, & Catcher in the Rye :)

Listening to music while drowning in the bath tub sounds like such a great aesthetic.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

Listening to music while drowning in the bath tub sounds like such a great aesthetic.

omg!! u remembered that's 1 of the methods i want to die by :') yep, take a bunch of sleeping pills, hop in the bath, & drift off rereading my fav books while my music plays in the bg. sighhhhhhhhhh. a girl can dream</3

 

[bluegodism]

this is my playlist to listen to after taking sn



the title means 'from rose* to blue'
*the rose plant not the color. my system (possible DID) is called bluemarine rose, this is the reference.

 

[onemorenight]

I'm going to re-read my favorite book, The catcher in the rye.. I'll listen to my favorite playlist and play my 3 favorite games and maybe check out my old moviestarplanet account<3

that actually sounds really sweet and nostalgic. I'm a huge gamer too and hadn't even thought of doing that. I guess I'm just too sad for them to make me feel happy again. I just want to drown in sad songs and poems lol.

What're your 3 favourite games?

I have a playlist of my favourite video game OST directly before, I would also like to watch the Lord of the Rings one last time in the day or days before

Which video game?? I've always found the Ib soundtrack to be heartbreaking.

i've compiled a playlist called 'Songs I'd Die To' & it's unfortunately not as long as i'd like. i'll also be bringing my fav books w me to the place i plan to die: Observatory Mansions, Perks of Being a Wallflower, Last Summer in the City, & Catcher in the Rye :)

2nd mention of catcher in the rye.. I surprisingly have never read that one. I've heard it's a standard in the American education system. I'll see if the library has any of the books you've mentioned and check them out :)

Which songs, if you don't mind sharing?

omg!! u remembered that's 1 of the methods i want to die by :') yep, take a bunch of sleeping pills, hop in the bath, & drift off rereading my fav books while my music plays in the bg. sighhhhhhhhhh. a girl can dream</3

LOL people irl can't even remember my favourite colour but this guy over here has your important details down I love that aha

My song when I CTB is Weird Fishes by Radiohead. It's my favorite song ever and calming enough to drift away too. Maybe Change by Big Theif if I'm feeling extra miserable lol.

Highly recommend both songs!!!

I love the Radiohead song. Added it to my general playlist aha

this is my playlist to listen to after taking sn



the title means 'from rose* to blue'
*the rose plant not the color. my system (possible DID) is called bluemarine rose, this is the reference.

I looove those first two. Added them to my general playlist. Ty :)

 

[notherenotnow]

What're your 3 favourite games?

Hotline Miami, Cyberpunk 2077 and Class of '09

 

[Eternal Eyes]

Hotline Miami, Cyberpunk 2077 and Class of '09

I only just discovered Class of 0'9 last month and I love it. The hardest I've ever laughed playing a game.

this is my playlist to listen to after taking sn



the title means 'from rose* to blue'
*the rose plant not the color. my system (possible DID) is called bluemarine rose, this is the reference.

Wow. Somewhere Only We Know is so nostalgic to me, I remember it coming out and I only had it on a compilation album (didn't have a computer back then) and I used to play it over and over.

As for me...one song I always found relatable to my feelings was Radiohead's Exit Music (For A Film).

 

[SaveOurLastGoodbye]

Brian Tyler - I'm Sorry

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." - Einstein

 

[onemorenight]

Brian Tyler - I'm Sorry

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." - Einstein

Oh man I LOVED Far Cry 3. Such an immersive story.

 

[ropearoundatree]

Well, maybe I should've changed my vote, but I guess when I really think about it, I don't plan to use anything but the last time I'd tried, it was the old movie, IKIRU & that was wonderful. But unfortunately, it didn't turn out, and here I am... but, I don't think it was Kurosawa's fault~!* ;D (as there's tons of music, I could use: too..;)) The instrumental cover (sort of a hybird) by Scott Appel of Nick Drakes Far Leys is beautiful. . .


(oh, these youtube ads are going to do me in, sooner than any-thing, else? I swear!)!

 

[IHurtTheOneILove]

omg!! u remembered that's 1 of the methods i want to die by :') yep, take a bunch of sleeping pills, hop in the bath, & drift off rereading my fav books while my music plays in the bg. sighhhhhhhhhh. a girl can dream</3

Thats my plan right now, i fear my sleeping pills arent strong enough though

 

[hikikomorizombie]

Which songs, if you don't mind sharing?

ahhh, sorry for the super l8 reply, idk how i didn't see this!!

Is It Really You? by Loathe, Luna by The Smashing Pumpkins, I Can't Sleep in Silence by Huma, Highway by Elusin, & At Home by Slow Pulp :) have a few more but those are the heavy hitters. i'd <3 to know ur thoughts!!!

Thats my plan right now, i fear my sleeping pills arent strong enough though

aren't strong enough to knock u unconscious?? that's all they have to do, k.o u so hard that u won't wake up when u slip underwater & it starts filling ur lungs. the bathtub/drowning will handle the rest. just make sure you're positioned in the tub in a way that'll completely submerge ur face & nose once your body slumps from lack of consciousness.

 

[Shunya]

Paradise by Coldplay seems apt but I'll make a playlist. Saeglopur and hopipolla by Sigur Ros are a must. As the rush comes by motorcycle. And more..

I just know I have to see the final season of Beastars & Golden Kamuy before I ctb and get my room in order. I've been getting rid of the crap and giving away things to others that I know they'll like. I just know I don't want to leave a mess for someone else to have to sift through, judge and clean.

 

[onemorenight]

ahhh, sorry for the super l8 reply, idk how i didn't see this!!

Is It Really You? by Loathe, Luna by The Smashing Pumpkins, I Can't Sleep in Silence by Huma, Highway by Elusin, & At Home by Slow Pulp :) have a few more but those are the heavy hitters. i'd <3 to know ur thoughts!!!

aren't strong enough to knock u unconscious?? that's all they have to do, k.o u so hard that u won't wake up when u slip underwater & it starts filling ur lungs. the bathtub/drowning will handle the rest. just make sure you're positioned in the tub in a way that'll completely submerge ur face & nose once your body slumps from lack of consciousness.

I was actually briefly surprised by how loud/fast some of those songs are aha. It's interesting how some people like to listen to slower, softer sad songs and some enjoy feeling the emotion/anger in louder songs. (on that note, I do love the softer, quieter parts from Is It Really You? as well as his voice. I think if I was in a better place mentally, I'd appreciate the rock aspect too, as I enjoy that type of music typically).

Might be too personal, so feel free to ignore it but is there someone you're angry with?

Paradise by Coldplay seems apt but I'll make a playlist. Saeglopur and hopipolla by Sigur Ros are a must. As the rush comes by motorcycle. And more..

I just know I have to see the final season of Beastars & Golden Kamuy before I ctb and get my room in order. I've been getting rid of the crap and giving away things to others that I know they'll like. I just know I don't want to leave a mess for someone else to have to sift through, judge and clean.

I'm the same. I wanna see season 3 of The Great. Waiting to watch it until right before I go.

Yeah I've started packing, too. I don't want to burden people more than I already have.

You also chose faster songs, like hikiko! Interesting

 

[hikikomorizombie]

I was actually briefly surprised by how loud/fast some of those songs are aha.

Might be too personal, so feel free to ignore it but is there someone you're angry with?

yeah i worship a good guitar + the energy that transfers from the song to u. i can lose myself in it. + my method of choice will be jumping off a building, so i feel like fastfastfast songs are apt, haha.

& not too personal at all!! no i'm not. kinda wish i was, it'd be cool to actually feel a strong emotion again, lol.

what's a song you'd wanna hear as u were dying??

 

[onemorenight]

yeah i worship a good guitar + the energy that transfers from the song to u. i can lose myself in it. + my method of choice will be jumping off a building, so i feel like fastfastfast songs are apt, haha.

& not too personal at all!! no i'm not. kinda wish i was, it'd be cool to actually feel a strong emotion again, lol.

what's a song you'd wanna hear as u were dying??

I have a list of 100 songs I need to choose from and narrow down lmao but I love

Noche Oscura by Feng Suave
Sink into the Floor by Feng Suave

I liked angrier/faster/louder songs at first, but as I got more and more depressed and numb, I just wanted something.. sad.

 

[Abyssal]

Was I supposed to? Ah shit

 

[Shunya]

yeah i worship a good guitar + the energy that transfers from the song to u. i can lose myself in it. + my method of choice will be jumping off a building, so i feel like fastfastfast songs are apt, haha.

& not too personal at all!! no i'm not. kinda wish i was, it'd be cool to actually feel a strong emotion again, lol.

what's a song you'd wanna hear as u were dying??

If you decide to jump please do so from an extremely tall building and be sure there's no obstructions down below. I live in an apartment on the 21st floor and had always thought of going out that way but was put off upon hearing about what happened to a friend who attempted to ctb the same way.

I like fast and hard songs too but head Banging with an Eebd hood on might not be good, ha. In any case, be safe =)

 

[hikikomorizombie]

If you decide to jump please do so from an extremely tall building and be sure there's no obstructions down below. I live in an apartment on the 21st floor and had always thought of going out that way but was put off upon hearing about what happened to a friend who attempted to ctb the same way.

tysm for the concern!! :') unfortunately the only tall building accessible to me is 10 stories, which is the minimum height for a 98% fatality rate. i have Osteogenesis Imperfecta (brittle bone disease, type 1) though so im hoping that'll help.

& lmaoooo, you're right, prob not. i'll headbang hard enough for the both of us otw down.

 

[Shunya]

I have a list of 100 songs I need to choose from and narrow down lmao but I love

Noche Oscura by Feng Suave
Sink into the Floor by Feng Suave

I liked angrier/faster/louder songs at first, but as I got more and more depressed and numb, I just wanted something.. sad.

Ive never heard of Feng SuAve before, but I'll look those up.

A sad song. Hmm. This song always makes me emotional.


Im listening to it now (but a cover on Spotify ) as I look out the window and have tears in my eyes.


When I leave, I have to make it as easy as possible for my family. Id like my body to be wheeled away without a mess and to be incinerated. I wish to not be remembered either, a true final death but realize that'll only happen once my loved ones also pass away. In any case, I don't want to leave anything that Could possibly act as an anchor that might pull be back to reincarnate. I don't know if it's real or not, but just in case...

Perhaps I'll add in some uplifting Buddhist sutras by kanho yakushiji. The heart sutra that speaks of dissolving into everything yet nothing seems perfect.

tysm for the concern!! :') unfortunately the only tall building accessible to me is 10 stories, which is the minimum height for a 98% fatality rate. i have Osteogenesis Imperfecta (brittle bone disease, type 1) though so im hoping that'll help.

& lmaoooo, you're right, prob not. i'll headbang hard enough for the both of us otw down.

Do it head first. And yes, while head banging for all of us here =)

 

[F@#$]

The devil meets the longhaired weirdo
When I die. By gg allin

 

[ManByTheRiver]

I would definitely listen to Mouth of The Devil by Mother Mother on repeat. It's my most listened to song ever.

 

[cold_severance]

yeah, i picked a song from one anime where a character ctb, so it'll be easier to drink sn. and then I'll listen to my fav song on repeat -Autumn Moods.

 

[Shunya]

What anime, if I may ask?

yeah, i picked a song from one anime where a character ctb, so it'll be easier to drink sn. and then I'll listen to my fav song on repeat -Autumn Moods.

 

[itchygator]

Blue October - into the ocean