My country (north macedonia) doesn't even have a suicide hotline . If it had one I would never call it because they cannot fix what's wrong with me and what caused me to be suicidal in the first place.
Here is a fun fact about my country, Macedonia: Up until 10 to 15 years ago, the three-digit number now used by the USA's suicide hotline,
988, was used for decades here as the phone directory number. It has since been changed to
188