Have you also felt less able to commit after failed attempt?

[DignifiedGrave]

What the title says. Ever since my near last near serious attempt/rehearsal, I find it harder to try and make another attempt. I guess maybe somehow the fact i almost could have died raised my SI? Idk. Has anyone else experienced this?

 

[leowantstobedead]

Idk. I've tried 6 times and now i'm out of plans :/

 

[Kokonoe]

it used to be so easy to try and now it feels so intimidating to even test a method or something, let alone make a real attempt.

 

[evrlastingsea]

it's the same for me too. it raised my si by a lot somehow. my first and second almost successful attempt, i didn't know how it felt to be. well, dying. but now that i do, i also find it harder to commit. most of the time i just stop before i actually did it

 

[idkwhyi'mhere]

I've attempted suicide eight times, only to end up in the ICU with tubes all over and barely able to get up. I don't think I'm gonna stop attempting tho. I keep trying to find ways that'll actually work. Anyone who knows something that'll actually work?

 

[Live_Life55]

What

Idk. I've tried 6 times and now i'm out of plans :/

What methods?

I've attempted suicide eight times, only to end up in the ICU with tubes all over and barely able to get up. I don't think I'm gonna stop attempting tho. I keep trying to find ways that'll actually work. Anyone who knows something that'll actually work?

What methods have you tried?

 

[leowantstobedead]

What

What methods?

What methods have you tried?

I'm tried Overdosing but I didn't have anything to rlly overdose so i've tried pain killers and dxm. Dumb, rlly got ny heart rate up and made me panic a lot, but it didn't kill me, i've also tried hanging. But ig maybe my rope wasn't good bc it snapped,