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ilovepsyschonaut4

ilovepsyschonaut4

An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.
Nov 19, 2025
51
I recently found out a guy likes me and to be honest I like him too.
I feel guilty for liking him back since I've been planning my CTB method recently.
Even if we aren't dating I still feel guilty that someone who has a connection with me wont know me for long, if you catch my drift.
What should I do? I like him but I don't want to live for him, that feels horrible to say but its how I feel..
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Do you see a future with this guy? If not then let him down easy and move on.
 
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ilovepsyschonaut4

ilovepsyschonaut4

An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.
Nov 19, 2025
51
Do you see a future with this guy? If not then let him down easy and move on.
No, since I'll be gone soon anyways.
You're right though, I guess I've just had a hard time letting people down.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
No, since I'll be gone soon anyways.
You're right though, I guess I've just had a hard time letting people down.
It'd hard to cut all the strings and connections that you have left to this existence. It's best to not hurt anyone else with your end...

All I've done is hurt so many people with all of my attempts... don't make the same mistakes I've made.
 
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ilovepsyschonaut4

ilovepsyschonaut4

An elegant suicide is the ultimate work of art.
Nov 19, 2025
51
It'd hard to cut all the strings and connections that you have left to this existence. It's best to not hurt anyone else with your end...

All I've done is hurt so many people with all of my attempts... don't make the same mistakes I've made.
I should consider this more, Ive also hurt others with my attempts so I understand.
 

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