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I know I sound like I am a leech on my parents and society, but I am indeed one, so yeah. I will admit this somewhat embarassing- to me- thing I have been doing for money. Making Reddit comments and posts. I know, I am making Reddit a worse place. Sorry.

I am usually given a few to post, and I do it for pennies. Works out decently well in my currency.

And now my accounts have been banned. I can't do this work anymore for a while, and well, I don't intend to being around for more time.

Sigh. I wanted to make enough money to 1) get Google storage for my images 2) buy baking ingredients so I can make chocolate and bake a cake
3) leave some money for my parents.

I can technically afford the Google storage. I can do 2 if I do surveys or something- I will try my best to make some money there. I just need some chocolate cream biscuits, chocolate syrup etc. I have never made a cake before but I would like to make one before I die.

I can't do 3. I guess. I am sorry. I let my parents so badly down. I am a failure.
I wish I could give them everything they need and want. But I am a failure. It makes sense to me I shouldn't waste any money on the cake- I don't deserve it.
I don't deserve anything.
 
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Life can be so unfair in the most unexpected ways...
 
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