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ilovecats

ilovecats

Empty Husk
Feb 1, 2023
128
I don't know if I'm the only one feeling like this but I really want to get it out.

Just seeing how much hatred there is honestly makes me want to ctb. And the sad part is that a big chunk is coming from people with good intension but unwilling to understand or empathize with others, like with the political debates. I don't get why people just assume everyone thinking differently is inherently evil. However, the other chunk is coming from genuinely bad people. I honestly don't get how you can feel good by bringing others down, I just can't, and honestly this fills me with hatred and makes me question if I am a good person or not.

Just seeing how unfair and cruel humanity can be makes me want to ctb, I don't know why but it just does. I don't have a clear reason why. Maybe I'm spending too much time on the internet.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
770
ppl are 1 of the main reasons why i want to kms🧸most of them i can't connect w, truly relate to, and/or stand. the rest of them i actively h8 & wouldn't even try to save em from a burning building.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
358
You're lucky if you have one genuine person that actually cares about you without searching for some kind of benefit. I think it says a lot.
 
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imnotsurewhy

Member
Feb 19, 2024
69
I think the fact that you care about humanity being cruel makes it safe to assume you are not a bad person
 
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R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Maybe I'm spending too much time on the internet.

I just had a talk with a friend. He got into some heated debate on x and felt bad about it. I told him that sometimes we inflict torment on ourselves out of habit and for no good reason.

And he is someone who has his shit together in society unlike me.

Maybe we humans can't live without conflict. And our needs are bound to torture us.
 
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