Hating death, wanting non existence

[hurts2b]

I want the end result of suicide (not existing) without having to have to come to terms with the process of death, experiencing all that pain. I sometimes imagine just fading out in my sleep. The bodily part of it all not registering... just sort of a peaceful transition into non existence.

I wish there was a non-death way to die.

 

[monstershaggy]

Honestly yeah, I don't want the idea of just dying, feels creepy. I just kinda wish I never really was here in the first place, to be healed mentally is to not be myself idk.

 

[bipolar22]

Well kidna goes hand in hand. And fact isnwe all die anyway. Id you grow old your body is failing. In pain loosing your mind. Like my grandma 100 ywars old total isolation. Csnt sleep opiods lost their effects. Can't regonize her own children. Torture. So its coming either way.

 

[hurts2b]

Well kidna goes hand in hand. And fact isnwe all die anyway. Id you grow old your body is failing. In pain loosing your mind. Like my grandma 100 ywars old total isolation. Csnt sleep opiods lost their effects. Can't regonize her own children. Torture. So its coming either way.

I know. I just wish "peaceful fade out" was an option.

 

[Bishop]

I know. I just wish "peaceful fade out" was an option.

Don't we all? I don't think many of us wants to endure the pain that comes along with any of these methods. But yes a nice permanent sleeping pill would be nice.

 

[dhk96]

Honestly yeah, I don't want the idea of just dying, feels creepy. I just kinda wish I never really was here in the first place, to be healed mentally is to not be myself idk.

Yeah. I can't be "saved" if I'm me because 'I' will always get in my way. I wish someone could take over my life for me or that my consciousness could disappear from this body.

If nothing else, then I wish I couldn't feel physical pain so it would be easier to CTB.

 

[_Gollum_]

That's the dream. To exit this world just as unaware as we entered it. For everything to just fade to black without us having to intervene.

 

[Bishop]

Going via sleep would be so ideal.

 

[dhk96]

Going via sleep would be so ideal.

I'm still trying to win in that Last Person to Post Wins thread because OP offered N as the prize /s

 

[hurts2b]

Going via sleep would be so ideal.

It's funny because even non-suicidal people seem to agree on this

 

[Bishop]

It's funny because even non-suicidal people seem to agree on this

I think people in general want to avoid pain and want a peaceful death.

I think people in general want to avoid pain and want a peaceful death.

Yet only a small % of deaths happens during sleep.

 

[Forgetting5]

Maybe in the future they will make a method like that, like a one time pill. Just have to fight the pro lifers and them telling people what to do with their own bodies

 

[monstershaggy]

Yeah. I can't be "saved" if I'm me because 'I' will always get in my way. I wish someone could take over my life for me or that my consciousness could disappear from this body.

If nothing else, then I wish I couldn't feel physical pain so it would be easier to CTB.

I'm sorry I didn't reply or anything. Kinda forgot about this place. Keep getting drunk