Hating death, wanting non existence

[hurts2b]

I want the end result of suicide (not existing) without having to have to come to terms with the process of death, experiencing all that pain. I sometimes imagine just fading out in my sleep. The bodily part of it all not registering... just sort of a peaceful transition into non existence.

I wish there was a non-death way to die.

 

[monstershaggy]

Honestly yeah, I don't want the idea of just dying, feels creepy. I just kinda wish I never really was here in the first place, to be healed mentally is to not be myself idk.

 

[bipolar22]

Well kidna goes hand in hand. And fact isnwe all die anyway. Id you grow old your body is failing. In pain loosing your mind. Like my grandma 100 ywars old total isolation. Csnt sleep opiods lost their effects. Can't regonize her own children. Torture. So its coming either way.

 

[hurts2b]

Well kidna goes hand in hand. And fact isnwe all die anyway. Id you grow old your body is failing. In pain loosing your mind. Like my grandma 100 ywars old total isolation. Csnt sleep opiods lost their effects. Can't regonize her own children. Torture. So its coming either way.

I know. I just wish "peaceful fade out" was an option.