Hate my life but too scared to die

[fedupwithlife]

I've been suicidal for some time now but i used to be much more actively suicidal but now im too afraid to even order SN. I wish I was able to get it back then and not go through the same shit again

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it really can be so dreadful feeling trapped in an existence you hate, but anyway best wishes.