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c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
i can hardly do anything even things that i like to do, it makes me feel like less of a human
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Paragon
Nov 26, 2025
903
No, it's getting only worse. I used to enjoy a few things. Now I'm not able to enjoy even those.
 
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Deer_Dairy

Member
Jan 19, 2026
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For me, it gets from constant lack of joy to something like waves. Month of anhedonia-week of feeling normal-ten days anh.-three days happy etc. etc.
 
iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
20
some days are better than others, some days i am stuck in bed when others i manage to sit up and do work from my bed. i'm slowly doing low effort things that keep me occupied less so happy. anything that helps me survive until the next day.
 
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chapitaupe

constantly uncomfortable
Jun 7, 2026
8
Same here, and people around don't understand and are just calling me lazy, it is really tiring
 

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