I ordered it from a big dutch vendor vendor whose name started with "the"(13 months ago)
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That doesn't sound to bad but honestly overdosing and dieing of one substance is difficult. I was really surprised to survive the pipne.
I'd look to add benzos and a third depressant (ghb/gbp/1,4-bdo/alcohol) to the mix.
With that your chances should be exponentially higher to succeed with ctb.
Another good friend ctb with oxycodone, 1,4-bdo and clonazepam I believe by accident, three different downers is really deadly even at normal doses
You said you smoked it before right? I think that was your biggest mistake. I've read somewhere here that smoking has the least bioavailability for consuming drugs, I think ranking consumption goes as such:
1) Injection (best bioavailability)
2) Rectally
3) Orally/Snorting (Snorting might be slightly worse, but I think you have less chances of vomiting snorting?)
4) Smoking (worst bioavailability)
Dunno how skin absorption would rank.
Also I think for something as strong as etonitazepipne, I'm unsure if amounts as low as 30mg would not be enough (unless if you injected it), even if you took a month's break from opioids. Only something like carfentanil can easily make someone CTB on tiny amounts.