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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
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i worry about the lethality of this method so i am looking for advice. i plan to overdose on bags of street heroin with about a month of sobriety that most likely reduced my tolerance down to zero. with the rise of fent it seems i have a decent chance of success. my ex boyfriend died after a week of sobriety and he was always careful as can be when he dosed us. i am looking for others who have tried this method, which ROA you used, how much approx you took. i have access to the d ark w3b so any suggestions are also welcome.
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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I tried to kill myself with a really big dose of etonitazepipne which is about the same potency as fentanyl if not even slightly stronger. I wasn't using opioids in a month and smoked ~30mg off foil and blacked out for 5 hours and then got admitted to an ICU (3 days) after psych ward staff saw my condition.

I had rhabdomyolysis and my left leg lost it's feeling for about 7 days after my OD. Hope this will help!
 
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Shadowlord900

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Sep 29, 2022
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Good luck trying to find any drugs laced with fentanyl on the dark web, since almost if not all dark markets are trying to ban the selling of fentanyl due to the backlash from all the accidental deaths. Few vendors might still be cheeky and try to sneak in fentanyl in some of their drugs, but you'd be taking a gamble. I recommend looking into nitazenes instead. I've found some Isotonitazene before which is said to be slightly stronger than fentanyl. (I also tried searching for Etonitazene which is roughly twice as strong as Isotonitazene but had no luck.)
 
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nembutal

nembutal

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Jul 14, 2022
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Good luck trying to find any drugs laced with fentanyl on the dark web, since almost if not all dark markets are trying to ban the selling of fentanyl due to the backlash from all the accidental deaths. Few vendors might still be cheeky and try to sneak in fentanyl in some of their drugs, but you'd be taking a gamble. I recommend looking into nitazenes instead. I've found some Isotonitazene before which is said to be slightly stronger than fentanyl. (I also tried searching for Etonitazene which is roughly twice as strong as Isotonitazene but had no luck.)
interesting. there was a time where my fent strips came up positive. they are definitely still around.
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

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Feb 14, 2023
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it's so stupid they had to ban selling fent but since the hysteria it really attracts LE like shit does flies.
cooking up and shooting fentanyl patches was pne of the best drugs I did.
What you could do is look for china white heroin or there's plenty of RC opioids with the potency of fent.

And I remembered in december last year a friend of mine ctb with metonitazene which is a strong synthetic opioid!
 
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CringeNihilism

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I tried to kill myself with a really big dose of etonitazepipne which is about the same potency as fentanyl if not even slightly stronger. I wasn't using opioids in a month and smoked ~30mg off foil and blacked out for 5 hours and then got admitted to an ICU (3 days) after psych ward staff saw my condition.

I had rhabdomyolysis and my left leg lost it's feeling for about 7 days after my OD. Hope this will help!
How did you manage to get etonitazepipne ?
 
nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
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it's so stupid they had to ban selling fent but since the hysteria it really attracts LE like shit does flies.
cooking up and shooting fentanyl patches was pne of the best drugs I did.
What you could do is look for china white heroin or there's plenty of RC opioids with the potency of fent.

And I remembered in december last year a friend of mine ctb with metonitazene which is a strong synthetic opioid!
ive thought about the china white. its out of budget atm and honestly ordering is such a damn hassle. im getting mine off of the street. my plug is an amazing older hispanic woman that i know wouldnt give me a bad batch, but theres no harm in me sniffing 10 bags at once and heading to bed. idk im probably approaching this the wrong way. i just really dont have the time (i was supposed to go overseas next week) to search for methods unless i decide to jump off of a building. this might just be another failure.
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
101
How did you manage to get etonitazepipne ?
I ordered it from a big dutch vendor vendor whose name started with "the"(13 months ago)
Feel free to pm me

but theres no harm in me sniffing 10 bags at once and heading to bed. idk im probably approaching this the wrong way.
That doesn't sound to bad but honestly overdosing and dieing of one substance is difficult. I was really surprised to survive the pipne.

I'd look to add benzos and a third depressant (ghb/gbp/1,4-bdo/alcohol) to the mix.
With that your chances should be exponentially higher to succeed with ctb.

Another good friend ctb with oxycodone, 1,4-bdo and clonazepam I believe by accident, three different downers is really deadly even at normal doses
 
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Shadowlord900

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I ordered it from a big dutch vendor vendor whose name started with "the"(13 months ago)
Feel free to pm me


That doesn't sound to bad but honestly overdosing and dieing of one substance is difficult. I was really surprised to survive the pipne.

I'd look to add benzos and a third depressant (ghb/gbp/1,4-bdo/alcohol) to the mix.
With that your chances should be exponentially higher to succeed with ctb.

Another good friend ctb with oxycodone, 1,4-bdo and clonazepam I believe by accident, three different downers is really deadly even at normal doses
You said you smoked it before right? I think that was your biggest mistake. I've read somewhere here that smoking has the least bioavailability for consuming drugs, I think ranking consumption goes as such:

1) Injection (best bioavailability)
2) Rectally
3) Orally/Snorting (Snorting might be slightly worse, but I think you have less chances of vomiting snorting?)
4) Smoking (worst bioavailability)

Dunno how skin absorption would rank.

Also I think for something as strong as etonitazepipne, I'm unsure if amounts as low as 30mg would not be enough (unless if you injected it), even if you took a month's break from opioids. Only something like carfentanil can easily make someone CTB on tiny amounts.
 
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I ordered it from a big dutch vendor vendor whose name started with "the"(13 months ago)
Feel free to pm me


That doesn't sound to bad but honestly overdosing and dieing of one substance is difficult. I was really surprised to survive the pipne.

I'd look to add benzos and a third depressant (ghb/gbp/1,4-bdo/alcohol) to the mix.
With that your chances should be exponentially higher to succeed with ctb.

Another good friend ctb with oxycodone, 1,4-bdo and clonazepam I believe by accident, three different downers is really deadly even at normal doses
hi i dmed you
 

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