Happy because I know I am close to do it

[WoodenHoe]

I needed to share this with someone who would understand;

I feel for the first time in many, many, many years kind of excited because I started taking steps forwards.

This morning I wrote the testament and started arranging its delivery;

My hands were shaking while I was writing but it felt comforting at the same time.

A strange feeling between fear and peace, I took it as a sign of the fact that going through it is not going to be easy but is the right thing.

I hope soon everything will be over, at last

 

[SalamiAintThatGood]

I needed to share this with someone who would understand;

I feel for the first time in many, many, many years kind of excited because I started taking steps forwards.

This morning I wrote the testament and started arranging its delivery;

My hands were shaking while I was writing but it felt comforting at the same time.

A strange feeling between fear and peace, I took it as a sign of the fact that going through it is not going to be easy but is the right thing.

I hope soon everything will be over, at last

It's that euphoria before death because it feels reassuring to know that soon our suffering will be over. I wish you well

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.