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fenty

fenty

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Jul 4, 2025
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I need to ctb tonight and I have everything I need in my room (alcohol, ties/dressing robe tie and a wadrobe) but whenever I push my cartoid artery I just end up coughing? I don't feel close to passing out at all just practicing..
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
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I need to ctb tonight and I have everything I need in my room (alcohol, ties/dressing robe tie and a wadrobe) but whenever I push my cartoid artery I just end up coughing? I don't feel close to passing out at all just practicing..
It means you've not been able to find the sweet spot yet. Try some more. Good luck.
Wish you peace in whatever you choose🫂❤️
 
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🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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fenty

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Jul 4, 2025
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I failed last night but after some practice I just got it. I've never fainted before (usually I can catch myself before?) but it only took a few seconds for my vision to start going black so scary 😭
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I failed last night but after some practice I just got it. I've never fainted before (usually I can catch myself before?) but it only took a few seconds for my vision to start going black so scary 😭
How did you figure out the fainting part like what did you do to faint
 
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Widow39

Away until September 14
Aug 16, 2026
94
I believe you are trying partial suspension? If you fainted you are close but won't tell more here, as I don't want to encourage you ofc. You should think twice before doing it, because if you do it right you can't go back. Some people already just tried "for see" and died.
 
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Aren

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Jun 15, 2026
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I failed last night but after some practice I just got it. I've never fainted before (usually I can catch myself before?) but it only took a few seconds for my vision to start going black so scary 😭
What makes the difference between the try when you fainted and the tries when you did not faint ? I mean, yes you found the sweet spot but how did you succeed to find it and apply during a try?
 
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jimmyjiggy80

Apologies to my former self
Aug 17, 2026
30
I failed last night but after some practice I just got it. I've never fainted before (usually I can catch myself before?) but it only took a few seconds for my vision to start going black so scary 😭
That was using cable ties?
 
booplesnoot34

booplesnoot34

I’ll miss the winter, a world of fragile things
Feb 8, 2023
138
What makes the difference between the try when you fainted and the tries when you did not faint ? I mean, yes you found the sweet spot but how did you succeed to find it and apply during a try?
I think we need a diagram. Is there one on the site?
 
Aren

Aren

Student
Jun 15, 2026
148
I failed last night but after some practice I just got it. I've never fainted before (usually I can catch myself before?) but it only took a few seconds for my vision to start going black so scary 😭
Are you still here ? I wish you peace 🙏
 
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staticdepression

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Jan 18, 2024
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How did you figure out the fainting part like what did you do to faint

What makes the difference between the try when you fainted and the tries when you did not faint ? I mean, yes you found the sweet spot but how did you succeed to find it and apply during a try?
I think we need a diagram. Is there one on the site?

I used to practice with hands.
I'm no longer interested in this method since I found sn but I did find the sweet spot back then.

Anyways, here's how I found them
I'd lie on the ground and put something under my neck to lift it.
I used four fingers, both hands on both side of neck, the arteries are super easy to spot, I'd feel the pulse on them. They're right under the ears!(a little bit to center). Also I'm very skinny so not fat was in the way.
Then I pushed hard on both sides and hold, after few seconds my hands would stop pushing because I guess I fainted? Only thing I noticed after losing control of hands was the rush of blood coming back to my head giving me a high that I kinda got addicted to it lol
 
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cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
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I hope you find peace <3
 
ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
I used to practice with hands.
I'm no longer interested in this method since I found sn but I did find the sweet spot back then.

Anyways, here's how I found them
I'd lie on the ground and put something under my neck to lift it.
I used four fingers, both hands on both side of neck, the arteries are super easy to spot, I'd feel the pulse on them. They're right under the ears!(a little bit to center). Also I'm very skinny so not fat was in the way.
Then I pushed hard on both sides and hold, after few seconds my hands would stop pushing because I guess I fainted? Only thing I noticed after losing control of hands was the rush of blood coming back to my head giving me a high that I kinda got addicted to it lol
I wish it works for me..
I have tried it in the past but.... Only once i could work this out .
 

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