Hanging suicide

[Thin Chew]

You should see my post. What happen to me when I almost passed out.

 

[limone]

I must admit that I was too stressed and too scared of non-existence which would follow my cbt. Damned survival instinct.

 

[Lady black]

Hope it will work for you soon and good luck and a peaceful hanging

 

[limone]

Hope it will work for you soon and good luck and a peaceful hanging

I hope it will be only few days delay. I don't want to be here any more. CBT means for me peace and rest. The only thing I must do is to overcome survival instinct. I am so grateful for your words of support.

 

[Lady black]

I hope I will also hang soon. Yes survival instinct is a bitch, but when you reach the point with no turning bcak, you will kick the stool...

 

[limone]

I arranged everything in a way that it won't be botched attempt, no risk of rescue and it shouldn't hurt too much. I hope to be enough strong to kick this stool out finally.

I hope I will also hang soon. Yes survival instinct is a bitch, but when you reach the point with no turning bcak, you will kick the stool...

I arranged everything in a way that it won't be botched attempt, no risk of rescue and it shouldn't hurt too much. I hope to be enough strong to kick this stool out finally.

 

[Lady black]

If you are really ready to die, you will be able, otherwhise you should overthink if you are really ready or if there´s a way to carry on living

 

[limone]

If you are really ready to die, you will be able, otherwhise you should overthink if you are really ready or if there´s a way to carry on living

I completely agree. I have reconsidered my decision again and again and I am sure that I want it.
sometimes it's good to give oneself few days more to assure in decision

 

[Lady black]

So you should be ready to kick the stool, maybe it´s also not a good idea to wait too long until you hang. MAybe there´s too much time for overthinking it

 

[limone]

So you should be ready to kick the stool, maybe it´s also not a good idea to wait too long until you hang. MAybe there´s too much time for overthinking it

Any delay gives unnecessary torture for me. I hope to be enough strong very soon

 

[Lady black]

Wish you that it will be soon. May keep everything ready to be ready when ever you fell it´s the right time

 

[limone]

Wish you that it will be soon. May keep everything ready to be ready when ever you fell it´s the right time

Thank you for support. The noose and stool are prepared and waiting. It may happen any time

 

[Lady black]

May you rest in peace then. May you leave a short good bye in this thread?

 

[limone]

May you rest in peace then. May you leave a short good bye in this thread?

sure, I will leave a message just before my journey
I do appreciate any words helpful to cope with useless animal fright and survival instinct

 

[Lady black]

Which rope will you use?

 

[limone]

it's thick 3/4" (18mm) jute rope, boiled and greased

 

[Lady black]

It´s al ittle bit thick, but ok for full suspension

 

[limone]

likely I gonna drop 10-20 cm when I kick out the stool. So thick rope is not bad idea

 

[Lady black]

That´s true, but for a normal person 10-15mm would be enough

 

[limone]

yeah...I opted for thicker rope to be sure that nothing wrong happens with the set-up. For the same reason I attached a heavy duty dowel in the ceiling

 

[Lady black]

With a thinner rope (not too thin) you will bring more pressure to your neck and pass out faster

 

[limone]

the rope is greased so likely I will pass out in 10-20 seconds

 

[Lady black]

That should work

 

[limone]

I hope...It's my nightmare that I would fall down comatose or paralyzed. Worst thing to happen...so I really want to die peacefully

 

[Lady black]

I´m sure it will work if the rope is fixed good

 

[limone]

yes, it is, the the hook is kind of expansion anchor dowel for heavy objects. actually everything is ready and waiting

 

[Lady black]

So don´t let the noose wait to long. Your neck cries for the noose. Sorry for this gallows humor

 

[limone]

no worries...I'm smiling too...death is natural part of life and I must not feel any fright. I will do it very soon to avoid this horrible waiting

 

[Lady black]

Yes eath is an important mpart in our life. And we should be happy that we can end our lifes if we like

 

[limone]

I am very happy that I'm going to meet death very soon.