hanging? maybe? help :/

[reaasd11]

after some research ive realised that something like SN might be to hard to aquire and i am now leaning on hanging. I have metal beams in my basement which would be perfect for tying a noose around im just kinda wondering what kind of material or whatever should i use? the "How to hang yourself" forum dosent really state. i have plenty of money and i could aquire almost anything so please help i wanna be dead sometime in the month (before my birthday) June 20. If you have any other methods you think would be eaiser lmk thanks :)

 

[melancholymallory03]

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