Venting Halloween is one of the worst holidays

[cvury]

I fucking hate Halloween. I didn't even realize it was a holiday until a few hours ago. All alone in my room. No party, no costume, no trick or treating, no girlfriend, no nothing. My parents wouldn't even let me leave the house to hang out with friends because it's "dangerous," even tho im 19 years old and should be able to do what I want. I missed every youth milestone marker because of my mental health issues, I never even been invited to a party and im khhv.

Life is so tiresome. I can't keep living like this. This isn't that big of an issue in comparison to the greater things going on, but it stings. And it's really just small stuff like this that just keeps piling up.

 

[Benjiii]

I fucking hate Halloween. I didn't even realize it was a holiday until a few hours ago. All alone in my room. No party, no costume, no trick or treating, no girlfriend, no nothing.

I understand, whenever a date comes around when I should be getting together with friends or a partner, it's always the same: always alone, or at most with my boring family, lamenting my lack of happiness.

I missed every youth milestone marker because of my mental health issues, I never even been invited to a party and im khhv.

I can relate to this part too. I barely enjoyed the last three or four months of high school because I fell in love. Obviously, nothing came of it, and then life went to hell, although I remember that time fondly because I was still a normal person.

 

[GrayShadow]

I understand how you feel. Everytime there is an event where everyone is celebrating and not me, I get hit with this overwhelming sense of sadness and loneliness. I have really bad FOMO too, so that doesn't help.