Gut-wrenching pain | I don't want to do it anymore

[Exiled]

I am constantly in a state of constant chest pain from depression, anxiety, dread, and resign. It hurts so much physically. I am at the brink of absolutely losing it. I can't leave my beautiful golden retriever alone. We only have each other and I don't want him to lose me. But I am in so much pain, my housing situation is completely fucked up and I practically don't have anywhere that's home. I want to die.

I can't do this anymore but I can't die but I am in HORRIFYING pain and I just wish someone could PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY I hate this so much.

 

[hot]

Omg that sounds horrible. I feel so sorry for you. I hope things will improve for you. I wish you only the best. I also often had severe pain from depression. It feels so bad. I can understand you.

 

[4_science]

Virtual hug goes out to you.

I know the feeling all too well. I have to stick around for my cat because I am all she has got. I have no one to talk to about how I feel or be honest with them. This dark place is my new home. Pretty sure I won´t be judged here. It is sadly somewhat comforting knowing I am not the only person who is tired of existing. It is not a life worth living and never has been. I was put on this earth without my consent. I live in a country where guns are prohibited. After failed attempts I even lack the strength to attempt anything anymore.

You are not alone here!

 

[Timothy7dff]

No housing and no money sucks. It makes it so much more complicated that you have a dog. Hope something helps.

 

[LunarLight]

I'm so sorry you're experiencing such pain.
Have you tried to see a doctor?

 

[Dliena]

Just the worst thing imaginable. I really do hope this macabre pain can end for you sometime soon.