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- Oct 11, 2024
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Because fentanyl is not easy to find if you're not already a drug user who knows some dealers and where to find them or are in their circles. And a lot of dealers will not want to sell you an amount that would kill you because they can be arrested for murder or manslaughter afterward if you do pass away from what they sold you. (Also there is a chance of accidentally contacting an undercover police officer and getting arrested instead or if you try the method but it doesn't "complete," now you are possibly a drug addict which can cause many more depressing problems in your life such as losing your job, home, relationships, or some types of benefits & resources if you are on them.)I definitely think this can happen, especially for heavier people, but it also depends on how old it is, material etc. Personally i would prefer to do it this way in my own home, but i won't dare taking the chance.
So the way i will do it is in the apartment house attict were there's five storage units, but only two of them are used and have been for over a year, and one is occupied by me. I will do it at night on a workday and also use a ratchet tensioner with a strong band securing the door from the inside (has a 1000 kg breaking point).
I tried attaching it to the door handle and there's no way anyway gets in with that, i couldn't even pull the handle down with force, and the band is also pulling the door inwards with extreme force. I've also filed down the screws to the door handle on the outside so they can't remove it. Heck, i believe the only way they will be able to get in is through welding a hole in the door, since one has to have it open to be able to lift it off. Anyways, the chances of being found should be next to none, and then there's how long they would have to work on getting the door open.
I just hope that snorting a proper dose of heroin and let it reach peak plasna levels (~5 min) before i take the step off will take away most of the pain, or even better, make me lose consciousness, then i won't have to endure the time it takes from the rope inducing it, if it does. With the lack of luck i've had in my life so far it wouldn't surprise me if it didn't happen, even if the knot is right in the middle if the neck as high up as possible.
I really don't get why people that live in the US chose any other way than taking a huge fentanyl overdose or put a shotgun in their mouth aimed at the brainstem, seeing how easy it is to get both over there. Both painless and a 100% success rate if you don't have any opioid tolerance, especially if mixed with benzos (unless you're found).
I also was researching the fentanyl method and it appears that it's much harder than it seems to overdose and the person who knew the most about drugs basically said the most successful method would be somehow putting a bunch of it in your butthole (boofing). I think second most effective was IV but a lot of people are scared of needles.
A lot of the people who died from fentanyl overdose, it was still because of chance that it happened not because they specifically bought fentanyl. Sometimes it was a different drug that they bought such as a painkiller that just happened to be laced with fentanyl but there isn't really a way to measure how much fentanyl is cut into a drug that I know of. And I heard that drug dealers will use the cheapest ways and products to make a drug so there could be a bunch of things you don't want to ingest in the fentanyl if you are able to get that drug specifically which are very dangerous poisons but not enough to actually kill you but could possibly cause brain damage and other bad health side effects. (It will not be 100% fentanyl. It will be the least amount of fentanyl possible to put into a pill mixed with a bunch of other cheap substances but made to look like an official 100% fentanyl pill. The drug dealer is trying to make the highest profit & money not prevent harm happening to your brain and body or regulating the safety & quality of the drug.)
And one of the substances they mix in with fentanyl now is the drug that eats your flesh away which you might have seen photos of the grotesque wounds it can cause on the news.
For the shotgun, if you live with anyone else, it is not really possible to hide a shotgun because of how big they are. And if you try to take one out in public, other people are going to notice it. For example, you're not going to be able to take one into a hotel room stay with you for a weekend without everyone noticing.
And if you don't live in one of the hunting areas or conservative states where it's common to see people with them, people are allowed to call the police if they see a gun in your car and are scared about seeing that which is more likely to happen if you're in an area where it's not common to see that.
Because fentanyl is not easy to find if you're not already a drug user who knows some dealers and where to find them or are in their circles. And a lot of dealers will not want to sell you an amount that would kill you because they can be arrested for murder or manslaughter afterward if you do pass away from what they sold you. (Also there is a chance of accidentally contacting an undercover police officer and getting arrested instead or if you try the method but it doesn't "complete," now you are possibly a drug addict which can cause many more depressing problems in your life such as losing your job, home, relationships, or some types of benefits & resources if you are on them.)I definitely think this can happen, especially for heavier people, but it also depends on how old it is, material etc. Personally i would prefer to do it this way in my own home, but i won't dare taking the chance.
So the way i will do it is in the apartment house attict were there's five storage units, but only two of them are used and have been for over a year, and one is occupied by me. I will do it at night on a workday and also use a ratchet tensioner with a strong band securing the door from the inside (has a 1000 kg breaking point).
I tried attaching it to the door handle and there's no way anyway gets in with that, i couldn't even pull the handle down with force, and the band is also pulling the door inwards with extreme force. I've also filed down the screws to the door handle on the outside so they can't remove it. Heck, i believe the only way they will be able to get in is through welding a hole in the door, since one has to have it open to be able to lift it off. Anyways, the chances of being found should be next to none, and then there's how long they would have to work on getting the door open.
I just hope that snorting a proper dose of heroin and let it reach peak plasna levels (~5 min) before i take the step off will take away most of the pain, or even better, make me lose consciousness, then i won't have to endure the time it takes from the rope inducing it, if it does. With the lack of luck i've had in my life so far it wouldn't surprise me if it didn't happen, even if the knot is right in the middle if the neck as high up as possible.
I really don't get why people that live in the US chose any other way than taking a huge fentanyl overdose or put a shotgun in their mouth aimed at the brainstem, seeing how easy it is to get both over there. Both painless and a 100% success rate if you don't have any opioid tolerance, especially if mixed with benzos (unless you're found).
I also was researching the fentanyl method and it appears that it's much harder than it seems to overdose and the person who knew the most about drugs basically said the most successful method would be somehow putting a bunch of it in your butthole (boofing). I think second most effective was IV but a lot of people are scared of needles.
A lot of the people who died from fentanyl overdose, it was still because of chance that it happened not because they specifically bought fentanyl. Sometimes it was a different drug that they bought such as a painkiller that just happened to be laced with fentanyl but there isn't really a way to measure how much fentanyl is cut into a drug that I know of. And I heard that drug dealers will use the cheapest ways and products to make a drug so there could be a bunch of things you don't want to ingest in the fentanyl if you are able to get that drug specifically which are very dangerous poisons but not enough to actually kill you but could possibly cause brain damage and other bad health side effects. (It will not be 100% fentanyl. It will be the least amount of fentanyl possible to put into a pill mixed with a bunch of other cheap substances but made to look like an official 100% fentanyl pill. The drug dealer is trying to make the highest profit & money not prevent harm happening to your brain and body or regulating the safety & quality of the drug.)
And one of the substances they mix in with fentanyl now is the drug that eats your flesh away which you might have seen photos of the grotesque wounds it can cause on the news.
For the shotgun, if you live with anyone else, it is not really possible to hide a shotgun because of how big they are. And if you try to take one out in public, other people are going to notice it. For example, you're not going to be able to take one into a hotel room stay with you for a weekend without everyone noticing.
And if you don't live in one of the hunting areas or conservative states where it's common to see people with them, people are allowed to call the police if they see a gun in your car and are scared about seeing that which is more likely if you're in an area where it's not common to see that.