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therhydler

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David Foster Wallace
 
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therhydler

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Mark Rothko... my favourite artist and I just found out now
 
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Sylvia Plath
 
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Hitler :/
 
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Thoughtforms

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L'Wren Scott
 
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Nick Drake
 
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Chester Bennington (of Linkin Park)
 
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Tony Scott (Brother of Ridley Scott)
 
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Ngl, I'm very surprised it took this long for these names to emerge in this thread.

They are not exactly positive figures...
 
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Kate Spade
 
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Yes, I included that because a lot of bad people are not cowards, losers or weaklings and this thread partially serves to counter what those pro life people say about people committing suicide.
 
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I was getting more and more disappointed that hitler and himmler weren't there but then I saw them. They would be my first picks.
 
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Yukio Mishima, Yasunari Kawabata, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Osamu Dazai, Thomas Bernhard, Capucine, Jean Améry, Mário de Sá-Carneiro, Sadegh Hedayat, Ona Munson, Mitchell Heisman, and Gérard de Nerval to name just a few.
 
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Gilles Deleuze
 
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TheCrow

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Those people who say CTBing is for cowards, losers, weaklings or whatever need to get the fuck out of here.

I'll start with

- Cleopatra.
- Mark Antony.


I didn't know about Cleopatra! & thanks for starting this thread! & fuck yes to your first statement! it actually takes balls to kill yourself...looking death & dying in the face is not for the weak!
 
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Stuart Adamson (Big Country), as @Johnnythefox recently mentioned; Kate Spade; Alexander McQueen; Chris Cornell (Soundgarden); Elliot Smith; Hunter S. Thompson.

On a side note, why is @Severen banned?

Edit: Nevermind. And ouch.
 
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TheCrow

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Stuart Adamson (Big Country), as @Johnnythefox recently mentioned; Kate Spade; Alexander McQueen; Chris Cornell (Soundgarden); Elliot Smith; Hunter S. Thompson.

On a side note, why is @Severen banned?

Edit: Nevermind. And ouch.
Yeah, Elliot Smith was so sad. Didn't he stab himself?
 
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Yeah, Elliot Smith was so sad. Didn't he stab himself?

Yes. In the chest. The man fatally drove a knife between his ribs and into his heart. Pretty incredible.
 
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TheCrow

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Yes. In the chest. The man fatally drove a knife between his ribs and into his heart. Pretty incredible.
Wow. I've always kind of admired his ability to do that. And found it to be a beautiful, poetic sort of death in theory—though that must've been an actual mess.
 
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Johnnythefox

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Wow. I've always kind of admired his ability to do that. And found it to be a beautiful, poetic sort of death in theory—though that must've been an actual mess.
I was going to do this one time, I lay with my 12 inch cooks knife pressed to my chest for over an hour.
 
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I was going to do this one time, I lay with my 12 inch cooks knife pressed to my chest for over an hour.

God, I'm sorry. I'm glad you didn't attempt it, though... you deserve so much better!
 
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Robin Williams
 
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I was going to do this one time, I lay with my 12 inch cooks knife pressed to my chest for over an hour.
I can only imagine what was going through your mind during that hour. I'm sorry. ❤️
 
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Johnnythefox

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I can only imagine what was going through your mind during that hour. I'm sorry. ❤️
Yeah I've tried a few different things, if this place had been about when I was younger then I wouldn't be typing this now.

  1. Lorazepam OD
  2. Diazepam OD + bottle of vodka
  3. Full suspension
  4. Lame wrist cutting attempt
  5. Gassing by stove
  6. Jump from bridge/couldn't do it
  7. Knife through chest
That's all I can remember, and still never been in a Psych ward.
 
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Yeah I've tried a few different things, if this place had been about when I was younger then I wouldn't be typing this now.

  1. Lorazepam OD
  2. Diazepam OD + bottle of vodka
  3. Full suspension
  4. Lame wrist cutting attempt
  5. Gassing by stove
  6. Jump from bridge/couldn't do it
  7. Knife through chest
That's all I can remember, and still never been in a Psych ward.

You must have more lives than a (really depressed) cat!
 
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