Venting Grandma dead

[AutoTap]

Well my grandma died so now I'm going to have to go to a funeral. Prob not for another few weeks or months. But not only am I sad about it I'm super anxious about having to go to the funeral. Super anxious and it's kind of like a big middle finger. Idk just so tired.

 

[xLosthopex]

The funeral is in a few weeks/months??
And I'm sorry for your loss

 

[sadworld]

I'm sorry for your loss

 

[KleinerWolf]

Sorry for your loss, AutoTap :(
*hugs*

 

[Nymph]

Super anxious and it's kind of like a big middle finger.

What do you mean by that?

and I'm sorry for your loss:(

The funeral is in a few weeks/months??
And I'm sorry for your loss

Probably because of Covid, I'm guessing

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[Gnip]

Condolences

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Sorry to hear this. Life is so crap sometimes. Sending virtual hug

 

[NodusTollens]

Well my grandma died so now I'm going to have to go to a funeral. Prob not for another few weeks or months. But not only am I sad about it I'm super anxious about having to go to the funeral. Super anxious and it's kind of like a big middle finger. Idk just so tired.

—hugs—
I'm sorry for your loss. & you know, I may understand your feelings of anxiety towards attending the funeral. Especially if you, yourself feel like CTB.

This year 2 people I knew passed & I was able to attend the first funeral (wake + funeral), but I felt horrible being there. There they were mourning a loss & I couldn't help but think about how I would change places with them in a heartbeat. Shut down for weeks afterwards, I was grieving, yet also disgusted in myself for my thoughts.

When word of the second funeral came around, overwhelming anxiety prevented me from going. I was only able to offer my condolences from a distance.

I hope you have some support in your corner & I wish you well.