I've already turned retarded after traumas and shocks my hostile manipulating evil father gave me forcing me into psych wards when I was doing alright, cleared my house its been 10 months...and the shocks gave me trauma, panic attacks and I stopped speaking eventually, they took my place to live I was moving here and therr in hotels for months the whole year..before now returning to my mother's place in the small hometown where the evil father also lives...
So I've turned out to be in a very restricted country of India and in terrible paranoid, empty state and I can't speak even or go out...
All I have is my hands to type and this phone...
And a little bit saving which I wanna use to arrange a method, gunshot is what I wanted..
Is it possible for me to arrange one in this condition and this place in a small town in a 3rd world country...I've no choice they've taken my life completely I don't see any hopes...
I'm also sick and can't even sleep...the father brother around me in the house are hostile, my mother still cares if I've eaten..
So I've turned out to be in a very restricted country of India and in terrible paranoid, empty state and I can't speak even or go out...
All I have is my hands to type and this phone...
And a little bit saving which I wanna use to arrange a method, gunshot is what I wanted..
Is it possible for me to arrange one in this condition and this place in a small town in a 3rd world country...I've no choice they've taken my life completely I don't see any hopes...
I'm also sick and can't even sleep...the father brother around me in the house are hostile, my mother still cares if I've eaten..
