Got our supplies for our method

[wildflowercloud]

Hey guys Ya friendly DID system here just to explain why we personally use plural pronouns.

After making the decision about our method by cutting, we went online and bought the surgical level scalpels and two types to choose from depending on what would be more comfortable to hold and use, and also bought a bunch of black pillows and a blanket so wherever we go, whether it's in the bath tub or out in nature, we will be as comfortable as we can. We have everything we need and want now, and it's such a relief.

What's low key funny is that the scalpels came in a box with a bright ass orange sticker on it saying "URGENT MEDICAL SUPPLIES" and of course it came when we weren't home and a family member was
Also with the pillows and blanket came in a massive box that was sitting right at the front door which is glass, and the same family member saw that too, yikes

Doesn't feel like it's going to be too much longer until we act, and hopefully be gone.

 

[アホペンギン]

I wish you guys the best of luck with your plans. I hope you find the peace you deserve.

Also, I'm not encouraging this method but do you guys know about the jigai suicide method? That seems interesting, only 15-30 seconds of agony. (follow your own responsibility. DO NOT use this method if you aren't comfortable with it, do what suits you best)

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

The relief of having everything ready is indeed very nice. Good luck y'all!

 

[ChronicallyCynical]

All the best, I hope you manage to find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Best of luck. If you can do it and are willing to do it then go ahead.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

All the best and I hope you guys find peace what you are looking for! Good luck!

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would all feel relieved to have a plan to leave this existence, I hope that when the time is right for you all to leave you find the freedom you search for.

 

[Tulip<3]

I'm glad your system feels more at peace now you have what your supplies. I like the idea of the blankets so you can be as comfortable as you can.

I wish life hadn't been so cruel to you that you didn't need to go down this path. I know what physical agony is, and if your emotional agony is getting too much to live with, I can understand. I just wish you weren't in this position in the first place you know?

Anyway, I wish you all peace and freedom

 

[wildflowercloud]

I wish you guys the best of luck with your plans. I hope you find the peace you deserve.

Also, I'm not encouraging this method but do you guys know about the jigai suicide method? That seems interesting, only 15-30 seconds of agony. (follow your own responsibility. DO NOT use this method if you aren't comfortable with it, do what suits you best)

Thank you so much

We just looked it up, it's seems bit too gruesome for our preferences though, but thank you for the suggestion!

If we choose to go at home we think it will be slightly easier for whichever family member finds us to deal with because of our long history of severe self harm. We want to make it as least distressing as we can

The relief of having everything ready is indeed very nice. Good luck y'all!

It really is!! Thank you so much!

All the best, I hope you manage to find the peace you're looking for.

Thank you so much

Best of luck. If you can do it and are willing to do it then go ahead.

Thank you so much! We truly think we can and are

All the best and I hope you guys find peace what you are looking for! Good luck!

Thank you so much!

I understand why you would all feel relieved to have a plan to leave this existence, I hope that when the time is right for you all to leave you find the freedom you search for.

You are so so kind and thoughtful, thank you so much Really appreciate you!

I'm glad your system feels more at peace now you have what your supplies. I like the idea of the blankets so you can be as comfortable as you can.

I wish life hadn't been so cruel to you that you didn't need to go down this path. I know what physical agony is, and if your emotional agony is getting too much to live with, I can understand. I just wish you weren't in this position in the first place you know?

Anyway, I wish you all peace and freedom

You are beyond lovely thank you so, so much. Honestly, your words mean a huge amount Someone genuinely wishing things weren't like this for us, means the world. Thank you.

We really hope you're managing your physical agony, and hope you're coping, and also understand if you're not. We're here for you if you ever want to or need.

You're amazing, thank you

 

[Tulip<3]

Thank you so much

We just looked it up, it's seems bit too gruesome for our preferences though, but thank you for the suggestion!

If we choose to go at home we think it will be slightly easier for whichever family member finds us to deal with because of our long history of severe self harm. We want to make it as least distressing as we can

It really is!! Thank you so much!

Thank you so much

Thank you so much! We truly think we can and are

Thank you so much!

You are so so kind and thoughtful, thank you so much Really appreciate you!

You are beyond lovely thank you so, so much. Honestly, your words mean a huge amount Someone genuinely wishing things weren't like this for us, means the world. Thank you.

We really hope you're managing your physical agony, and hope you're coping, and also understand if you're not. We're here for you if you ever want to or need.

You're amazing, thank you

You seem so kind, caring about others while suffering yourself you seem like the kind of person I would choose as a friend, 100%.
Thank you, I'm hanging in there! Sometimes doing better than other times but coping for the most part x

 

[nicotine_goblin]

Best of luck. I used the number 10 (bottom of the pic) scalpels for my attempt, they seem to be quite comfortable in my experience. I also looked up how to use them properly on YouTube beforehand, maybe that will help you

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you luck and I hope you find the peace your looking for

If I may ask what is your method? I don't think I've seen much about it around here before

 

[wildflowercloud]

You seem so kind, caring about others while suffering yourself you seem like the kind of person I would choose as a friend, 100%.
Thank you, I'm hanging in there! Sometimes doing better than other times but coping for the most part x

Aw our heart is so warm You're amazing! Would definitely be friends with you too!
We're so glad you're coping for the most part, we're just hoping that during the times things are bad that you're not going through it all alone. You've got this x

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for achieving all your aims. Go well (all of you).

 

[wildflowercloud]

Best of luck. I used the number 10 (bottom of the pic) scalpels for my attempt, they seem to be quite comfortable in my experience. I also looked up how to use them properly on YouTube beforehand, maybe that will help you

Thank you so much for this! That's really good to know that they're quite comfortable, and looking up how to use them properly on YouTube is such a good idea! Thank you We hope you're doing a bit better since your attempt, but if not, we hope you find community here with people who can understand the pain too

I wish you luck and I hope you find the peace your looking for

If I may ask what is your method? I don't think I've seen much about it around here before

Thank you so much

Our method is cutting, and we're going to be going for the radial artery. If that doesn't work, we'll try other arteries, such as the carotid.
We've been self harming for over 13 years, and severely self harming for around 7 years, so we feel like this is the right method for us, and that we'll be able to do it.

Thank you for your message

Best wishes for achieving all your aims. Go well (all of you).

Thank you so much!!