Goodbye

[Unrecognizable7]

I am sitting in a field nit even dark yet i was in such a rush fron the anxiety.

I took painkiklers and some zopicline, ill drink the Sn in idj when tbh
Whyb3 drinj again

 

[Anonymousa]

Whatever you choose or happens, I hope you can escape your pain, one way or another.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you. wish you peace no matter the outcome.

 

[bambibambam]

are you okay? i hope you went into this with a clear mind. it seems like you were trying to type out something and it got all jumbled, if you're able to please update

 

[bankai]

Bro...We'll be with you for what it's worth. But don't do anything you aren't ready for,I'm sorry

I wish you peace regardless of what you choose.

 

[Unrecognizable7]

Frnak ehaz thougjt i was 25mg in 50m ewchx itd thwz enoigh
Wqsbt horriblebpqibfu.

 

[openBottomJeans]

Until we meet again. Goodluck, friend

 

[wham311]

I'm with you friend. I love you. I'm right there.

 

[darksouls]

godspeed

 

[Mary Janex]

I feel so bad that I didn't see your post ealier. Thank you for being such a good friend to me. If you are already gone, I really hope your journey was peaceful and painless. I will miss you and our conversations so incredibly. I hope we will see each other on the other side. Farewell, my friend

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[Catch-22]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[thaelyana]

Frnak ehaz thougjt i was 25mg in 50m ewchx itd thwz enoigh
Wqsbt horriblebpqibfu.

Frank thought it was 25 mg in 50 ml, so he thought that was enough. It wasn't terrible, but it wasn't amazing either ?

good travel

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Wishing only peace to you.

 

[spero_meliora]

I hope your journey was peaceful.

 

[AuraByte]

Whatever the outcome, I wish you peace, friend.

 

[wham311]

Checking in buddy

 

[Alexandra_]

I hope you are not suffering now

 

[merciful]

i hope wherever you are now is peaceful.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

i hope you've found your peace. if you are still here and want to update, please update. coming back is not a shame

 

[knivesandcuddles]

dang, i'm sorry i already missed your thread... thank you for chatting with me in private conversation. i hope you've found some peace.

 

[The Morningstar]

I am sorry that I couldn't help you, friend. I hope that you are resting peacefully.

We initially bonded over an entry you made in the Creative Writing Megathread:

Stabbed

Sitting on a bench outside, maybe the world is beautiful I am thinking. "What about the time your mother collapsed on the floor and said she never wanted children, she did that often?" I get stabbed but I fix my posture. Doesn't define me. "Okay but remember when you got assaulted by another kid when you were 5 and you had horrible nightmares". Nah, let's not worry. "12 years of therapy bro, you still feel the same." Pfft, it will get better, I think, starting to feel some scratches. "What about your weird jaw then". It's not weird I think. "yea it is or you wouldn't have been treated like that!". There is surgery shut up, I think. "Oh you can not afford that and then what about the other stuff you hate about your body?" Surgery? I ask with low confidence as I feel it cutting me. "Remember when you were desperately hopeless, you went to get drunk with someone, disappeared for the night, they called the police and your best friend said you just wanted attention?" He didn't know better I think as I get stabbed. "when your first girlfriend told you she was raped, remember that?" Stabbed. "Let's say you suffer for a couple more years and you make it through and you get surgeries, you'll be old, having missed out on everything, just a hole in your heart." I get stabbed. "your foster mother dying remember?" I get stabbed. "Your dad is terribly depressed yep." Stabbed. "lowkey are you sure you didn't get abused more, think about that!" Stabbed. I push the feeling down. "4 months of psych ward, didn't help at all!" Stabbed. "Someone in there was mean to you, you know why don't you?". Stabbed. Look at you. Look at you. "You have no right to even feel sorry like that, no one gives a fuck, so many people died before you you are not special." Stabbed. SHUT UP! I think. "Look at you, they will feel so sad when you are gone. Probably kill themselves. Look at you!" I go to the mirror to make sure it's not as bad.

And get stabbed again.

We later bonded further over how the inspiration for Vertigo and DC's Lucifer came from David Bowie's likeness.

You proved to me that people with NPD can be just as caring and worthy of love as anyone else.

You helped me kick my Afrin addiction.

You helped me make new friends.

I cannot say where anyone goes when they die, but I know where they stay: In my heart, and on my mind.

Finally, I'd like to share with everyone a piece of music you shared with me. It was beautiful. I hope you knew that.

View attachment Unrecognizable7_Sally Can Wait_Oasis Cover.mp3

RIP U7

 

[Alexandra_]

I know you won't read this. You've been gone for a long time. Sometimes I think of you. I'm just so sorry things turned out this way. Rest in peace

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Wishing you a peaceful journey