Method Goodbye

[Dry-Finding7733]

Alright, so tonight's the night yall. I have everything prepared already for the SN method. I have two 25g SN drinks. One for consumption and one for backup. I have scheduled an email to be sent out to the person who knew me best in this world. Within that email is the 10-page note that I have left behind for my loved ones. I will try to keep anyone who is interested up to date as symptoms progress. It is currently 11:01 my time, so at 12:00, I will be consuming the first drink. To be frank, I AM scared. Scared of failing. Scared of leaving my loved ones to suffer from my actions. Scared for what comes next. I am not sure that I am ready; however, I know my time has come. I only ask that each of you seek someone for help, someone to help you find a resemblance of peace before resorting to my actions. It was amazing being apart of such an extraordinary community of like-minded individuals. I wish you the best of luck.

Regards,

Dry-Finding7733

 

[LookAway]

Here for you buddy. You're not alone. As others are saying, it's okay to change your mind. There is always another day.

 

[darkdarkdark]

Safe travels. See you on the other side. I hope your ride is smooth and fast.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry it has come to this for you. I hope you find the peace from this existence that you deserve, that we all deserve. Peace and solace to you.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[uniqueusername39]

here with you. hope the transition is peaceful.

Obligatory: you are allowed to change your mind whenever.

 

[Live or Let Die]

I'm sorry things have gotten so bad. Second guessing whether or not you should go through with it is okay. Don't be scared to back down alright? We'll always be here regardless of the outcome.

With much love,
LoLD

 

[Sparr0w]

i wish you luck and peace

 

[arsencio354]

See you soon, I'll be following you tomorrow <3

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

Just told my parents goodnight for the last time. First time for a couple of months I said that I love them. Still waiting for the SN to dissolve completely

 

[Scacie]

Goodbye, hope you have a swift and peaceful journey.

 

[LookAway]

Just told my parents goodnight for the last time. First time for a couple of months I said that I love them. Still waiting for the SN to dissolve completely

My friend you're not alone and I'm sorry you feel this way right now and I'm sorry you're going through this I really am. It's a horrible feeling on the inside it's like an empty pit. Telling your parents you love them for the last time must be really heavy man. If you decide to go through this I just hope that it is peaceful for you and remember that you can call for help at any time if you want to. (If anyone has a problem with me saying that they can call for help you can kick rocks)

 

[user39]

hope you find peace

 

[doneWithThisSh1t]

Godspeed

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

I've just drank the primary SN drink. Can confirm that shit is fucking salty. Would definitely recommend plugging your nose when knock it back.
Heart rate started increasing. Vision a little drowsy. Didn't expect it to kick in this quickly

 

[Adios Amigos]

I've just drank the primary SN drink. Can confirm that shit is fucking salty. Would definitely recommend plugging your nose when knock it back.
Heart rate started increasing. Vision a little drowsy. Didn't expect it to kick in this quickly

Fly high my friend, see you on the other side. Have you taken your supplementary meds or just going for a straight SN method?

 

[just_erika]

See you on the other side. Hope you have a swift and painless journey.

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

Fly high my friend, see you on the other side. Have you taken your supplementary meds or just going for a straight SN method?

I stuck to the one day regimen from Stan's Guide. So just a few Meto and Ibuprophen

 

[cowie]

Hope you have a smooth and painless journey. Thanks for sharing your experience here

 

[Adios Amigos]

I stuck to the one day regimen from Stan's Guide. So just a few Meto and Ibuprophen

Safe travels

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

So my throat just got really sore. A slight tingly sensation has reached my legs. My body just became really uncomfortable and anxious.

 

[Rocket]

Sending peace and love to your beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing these remarkable moments. Wishing you blessings. If you choose to get help, that is a understandable choice. You know best.

 

[LookAway]

You're still conscious, are you okay?

 

[ExistHarm]

please take care.

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

You're still conscious, are you okay?

So it's been about 50ish minutes now and not much yet. My heart hit hit about 132 just a second ago but now it's back to to about 98. I can still hear my heart beating and I have a slight feeling to vomit.

 

[LookAway]

So it's been about 50ish minutes now and not much yet. My heart hit hit about 132 just a second ago but now it's back to to about 98. I can still hear my heart beating and I have a slight feeling to vomit.

Sorry. I'm not sure what the deal is but it never usually takes this long for anyone. I'm not sure which brand you're using.. just hope you're okay.

 

[Dry-Finding7733]

So it's been about 50ish minutes now and not much yet. My heart hit hit about 132 just a second ago but now it's back to to about 98. I can still hear my heart beating and I have a slight feeling to vomit.

At this rate I'm just going to try to fall asleep and see what happens by morning

 

[LookAway]

At this rate I'm just going to try to fall asleep and see what happens by morning

I hope everything is okay for you if you start feeling bad or you change your mind you know you can call for help.

 

[imcadt99]

Sorry. I'm not sure what the deal is but it never usually takes this long for anyone. I'm not sure which brand you're using.. just hope you're okay.

Looking at their post history it sounds like CCS. Why they ship bottles unsealed is beyond me.

Best of luck in your recovery OP.

 

[imcurious]

I hope you are okay. This sounds nervewracking. Please call for help if you need it.