Goodbye

[lemony-cakes]

I've been on ss for a little over 2 years now, and I just want to thank you all for the advice you've given me. I originally thought my method would be drinking alcohol to drown myself in a tub, but I found out that wasn't a good way.
I've since been able to get some sn, which I'll prepare soon.
I'm going to make 4 glasses of sn, I don't have any antiemetics or anything else. Even if I somehow fail, I'll be able to make another attempt.
And if sn fails, I'll go to a bridge and jump off of it. I doubt I'll need to do that though.
Once again, thanks for everything.

 

[Hollowillow]

Hello cupcake *hugs you gently* I'm rather new. I'm glad that you tasted support before leaving. Your method was creative but our reflexes would make it unlikely to drown in a tub. You'd seizure into sitting out, maybe.

I felt insecure about only be able to get SN too. But I read it can work, it's just less comfy?

Can someone answer if we can take bicarbonate as anti acid, to make absorbtion faster? I remember it all wrong... Maybe you have it?

Did you drink it...? If you did... I hope you'll go to sleep peacefully & permanently

 

[farakini]

May your journey be peaceful and lead you to freedom

 

[lemony-cakes]

Hello cupcake *hugs you gently* I'm rather new. I'm glad that you tasted support before leaving. Your method was creative but our reflexes would make it unlikely to drown in a tub. You'd seizure into sitting out, maybe.

I felt insecure about only be able to get SN too. But I read it can work, it's just less comfy?

Can someone answer if we can take bicarbonate as anti acid, to make absorbtion faster? I remember it all wrong... Maybe you have it?

Did you drink it...? If you did... I hope you'll go to sleep peacefully & permanently

I haven't drunk it yet, I was hoping to talk to others before doing it. I heard that just plain water is what's needed, so I'm using that.
I'm shaking, kind of scared and nervous, but I'm still gonna go through with it.

 

[Rounded Agony]

You have held out longer than many. I'm sorry it has come to the point it has. I hope your incomplete method doesn't lead to anymore undue suffering and you find rest

 

[lemony-cakes]

I'm gonna go open my sn and measure it out and mix it now

 

[CTB Dream]

Wish peace sorry life made suffer

 

[Hollowillow]

I understand. My friend is passing in another thread if you wish to join us. It took him a long time to finally take sn, with stan's protocol of taking pills every few hours.

I hope that simplicity works for you. Do you wish to give us updates about your journey? But if you need the other glasses, you might not be up to text. I understand.

What did you eat today?

 

[lemony-cakes]

I took some pain relievers 30 minutes ago, hope it helps somewhat

I understand. My friend is passing in another thread if you wish to join us. It took him a long time to finally take sn, with stan's protocol of taking pills every few hours.

I hope that simplicity works for you. Do you wish to give us updates about your journey? But if you need the other glasses, you might not be up to text. I understand.

What did you eat today?

Yeah, I've seen the other thread and hope they pass peacefully.
Today, I ate a sandwich and some shrimp.

 

[Hollowillow]

I took some pain relievers 30 minutes ago, hope it helps somewhat

I hope so too. Even the strong stuff don't work on me much. My body likes to scream.
I hope you like salty stuff. I do.

I took some pain relievers 30 minutes ago, hope it helps somewhat

Yeah, I've seen the other thread and hope they pass peacefully.
Today, I ate a sandwich and some shrimp.

Wow, shrimps, fancy. I misread it for chimp for a second.

 

[lemony-cakes]

Just opened the sn bottle. Gonna measure it out now.

 

[Hollowillow]

Let me give you something cuter

 

[Shikamaru]

Wishing you peace <3 SN is full proof as long as your SI instincts don't kick in and you absorb enough . Thinking of you and wishing you all the best xx

 

[Hollowillow]

Cool. I don't even know how to measure. I don't have a scale. How much is it in spoons?

 

[lemony-cakes]

Just measured out the sn. I'll measure the water next and prepare all 4 cups now.

Cool. I don't even know how to measure. I don't have a scale. How much is it in spoons?

I did 1 and a half spoons. I don't have a scale either.

 

[GermanHanger]

Have a safe journey. I hope you'll find peace

 

[Hollowillow]

Wishing you peace <3 SN is full proof as long as your SI instincts don't kick in and you absorb enough . Thinking of you and wishing you all the best xx

Even when taken alone? I read that people vomitted even with the anti vomit recommended... And maybe some don't without taking them. I think someone got sick from the anti vomit pills before having the chance to take SN. That sounds like me. I think I should only take SN... But worried to not follow Stan's plan to the exact gram. But people died just tasting it... So... I think we'll be okay

 

[lemony-cakes]

Water was poured. Going to mix now.

 

[Cathy Ames]

I'm very sorry about all of the things that have happened to bring you to this point, and I hope you will find peace, whatever happens. Don't forget, it's fine to postpone or change you mind and get help. You can always come back here.

 

[Hollowillow]

Just measured out the sn. I'll measure the water next and prepare all 4 cups now.

I did 1 and a half spoons. I don't have a scale either.

Thank you. The person who tasted it without the extra stuff & died took less than a spoon? It used to be 10g instead if 25g. People complained that it's overkill & more likely to vomit, another said that it's to absorb enough even if some comes out.

I'm REALLY tempted to do it your way
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Water was poured. Going to mix now.

Thank you for the details. It feels like being there with you.

 

[lemony-cakes]

Finished mixing. I have a bag for vomiting near me.

 

[Shikamaru]

Even when taken alone? I read that people vomitted even with the anti vomit recommended... And maybe some don't without taking them. I think someone got sick from the anti vomit pills before having the chance to take SN. That sounds like me. I think I should only take SN... But worried to not follow Stan's plan to the exact gram. But people died just tasting it... So... I think we'll be okay

From my research , as long as you can keep it down for at least 5-10 minutes, you will have absorbed enough so even if you vomit it doesn't matter. However if vomiting occurs that's why it's recommended to have the back up glass! Remember 2.5-3 grams is the Fatal dose usually for someone of average weight! So the key is to make sure your body has absorbed enough within that 5-10 minutes, and by fasting and taking the extreme amount of 25grams, it won't take long for fatality to occur. By following the guide I think most failures only occurs by SI kicking in and people calling for help xx :) (but I'm not an expert!!)

 

[lemony-cakes]

I can only imagine the taste will be salty. I'm going to disable my account before taking my first drink. Thank you to those who were here with me, you made me feel less alone.

 

[Hollowillow]

YYou

I can only imagine the taste will be salty. I'm going to disable my account before taking my first drink. Thank you to those who were here with me, you made me feel less alone

You're so welcome... Feel free to stay. You can ask the mods to disable it in a few days? *Hugs* I hope you'll have a nice sleep

 

[lemony-cakes]

I'm going to disable my account now, as I'll soon after take my first drink.

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm going to disable my account now, as I'll soon after take my first drink.

Okay, feel free to ask the admins in your post to do it for you, I'll report it? I'm here.

Goodnight and thank you. It's an honnor to be there for you.

 

[Disappointered]

Safe travels, may you find peace.

 

[Hollowillow]

I don't see a line on your greyed name... Is the account deactivated? I will come back to check on you for a while.

I hope you fell in the eternal sleep so fast & gently that you didn't deactivate.

Eternal wishes of peace...

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[Shivali]