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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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Hey everyone, I will be ctb in the next day or two with 18gm Phenobarbital, and maybe 10mg xanax, mostly to send me to sleep fast. I will take meto an hour before...booked a place for 4 days so should be enough time. I'm hoping its peaceful....super sad, but also relieved
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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Is this method good?

not sure how to reply to that, it will certainly be highly unlikely to survive without quick medical attention, which I will not receive as I will be alone for 3-4 days. lethal dose is 6-10 grams and I will be taking about twice that. It just takes longer than other barbs, I need to make sure I have about 3 days alone to make sure. Margaux Hemingway went this way
 
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Facing the brink.
Mar 27, 2026
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sending you a big hug. best of luck 🤍
 
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Dec 10, 2025
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I hope you find peace and relief, good luck.Wishing you all the best.
 
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May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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Aflame5926

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Apr 3, 2026
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plan it well. be calm not with panic. abort when panic.... it really is a pain to have to collect everything again take care
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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plan it well. be calm not with panic. abort when panic.... it really is a pain to have to collect everything again take care

yup for sure, it is such a hassle to get everything! I will be taking xanax well before so will not be anxious, I'm very at peace with the method, thanks for lookin out
plan it well. be calm not with panic. abort when panic.... it really is a pain to have to collect everything again take care

did you try this way, just curious, sounds like you might have
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the peace you search for.
 

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