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anka

anka

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Mar 31, 2024
67
Rest in peace. You are truly strong for enduring your pain as long as you did.
 
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waistcoat

waistcoat

wow, i have a lot of people to disappoint :o
Aug 10, 2024
434
i hope you found the peace you were searching for and that it was a peaceful crossing, you'll be in my thoughts tonight ♥️ im sorry the world was so cruel to you. i hope you rest easy now
 
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Surek

Surek

Peaceful
Aug 26, 2025
46
It's so sad to see people leave this world with hatred for it, for others, or for themselves 😞
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,005
Just drank it. Still calmer than expected, haha. Will keep updating till I can. Taste was REALLY salty, but bearable. I actually kinda chuckled at it before drinking like 'So this little shot is gonna kill me, huh?'
1 minute passed, still no symptoms. Started listening to my playlist while I wait.
2 mins, increased heart rate and feel some tightening of my muscles. Hands are slightly trembly but not too much. Feeling the urge to throw up already.
They still managed to be humorous in their last moments. I hope you are at peace fellow cat lover. :heart:
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
2,443
rest in peace 🕊️
 
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tend a dead garden

tend a dead garden

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Aug 25, 2025
38
Bon Voyage :heart:
 
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555

555

Member
Mar 21, 2025
13
Rest easy 🕊️
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
458
Hope you find peace. ❤️
 
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Painismyname

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Aug 20, 2025
14
Just drank it. Still calmer than expected, haha. Will keep updating till I can. Taste was REALLY salty, but bearable. I actually kinda chuckled at it before drinking like 'So this little shot is gonna kill me, huh?'
1 minute passed, still no symptoms. Started listening to my playlist while I wait.
2 mins, increased heart rate and feel some tightening of my muscles. Hands are slightly trembly but not too much. Feeling the urge to throw up already.
Thx for updates 🙏

Wish it was me....!!!

See you on the other side... Peace 🙏❤️
Rest in peace 🙏❤️🙏
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
185
I hope you find peace and are free from suffering.
 
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nowherelilies

nowherelilies

why couldn't it be me?
Jun 30, 2025
51
i just saw your reply on my comment a while ago about writing suicide notes, and got shocked to see you go so soon. in just the same day :((( rest easy and may you be embraced in warmth and peace 🫂
 
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AutisticAcademic

AutisticAcademic

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Apr 9, 2025
39
I hope all went well and your passing was peaceful ❤️
 
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dasmurphy

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Mar 19, 2025
32
Sleep well, see you one day on the other side of the rainbow
 
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Firefly.Forest

Firefly.Forest

Student
Aug 28, 2025
183
Rest in Peace Catstermaster.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,824
Rest in Peace 💓
 
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amerie

Warlock
Oct 6, 2024
749
This is so tragic, rest in peace 😢
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
687
There is nothing that hurt you so much anymore. Rest in peace🕯️
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,578
Love and Peace, friend.
 
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Eriktf

Global Mod
Jun 1, 2023
798
i hope you did find peace
 
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silentlamb212

silentlamb212

New Member
Jul 24, 2024
2
Rest in peace 🕊
 
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WPack

WPack

Student
Aug 30, 2025
115
Wow he really is gone.

RIP Brother
 
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plzoffme

plzoffme

Banned Scammer
Jun 30, 2025
107
Rest easy friend, Ill be joining you shortly
 
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