Goodbye World (+documenting SN experience)

[catstermaster]

First off, thank you to all the folks on this forum who provided such helpful information.
I have my SN. I have fasted for 24+ hours. I have taken my painkillers, and following Stan's guide, I will be taking SN in an hour. I will not be taking benzos.
I will try to document my conscious experience in the comments, minute by minute after I drink SN.
Peace.
Update: It's surprising how calm I am. I expected to be a lot more panicked, but I'm just normally listening to music and popping the meds in the given intervals. Anyway, been 30 mins, have taken antiemetics 15 mins earlier and antacids just now

 

[Avisagia]

Hope it will go smoothly, GL

 

[Bimbosqualo]

I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Leyna]

I hope you find peace.

Have you taken the SN yet?

 

[Painismyname]

Hope you find peace

 

[catstermaster]

Thanks everyone for the kind words. 7 minutes remaining then I'm drinking it. Have 2 glasses ready.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

How are you @catstermaster?

 

[catstermaster]

How are you @catstermaster?

Just drank it. Still calmer than expected, haha. Will keep updating till I can. Taste was REALLY salty, but bearable. I actually kinda chuckled at it before drinking like 'So this little shot is gonna kill me, huh?'
1 minute passed, still no symptoms. Started listening to my playlist while I wait.
2 mins, increased heart rate and feel some tightening of my muscles. Hands are slightly trembly but not too much. Feeling the urge to throw up already.

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Just drank it. Still calmer than expected, haha. Will keep updating till I can. Taste was REALLY salty, but bearable. I actually kinda chuckled at it before drinking like 'So this little shot is gonna kill me, huh?'
1 minute passed, still no symptoms. Started listening to my playlist while I wait.
2 mins, increased heart rate and feel some tightening of my muscles. Hands are slightly trembly but not too much. Feeling the urge to throw up already.

Come on really , now lie down and relax because there's no telling when you'll pass out.

 

[Fading_light74]

Hope everything goes as planned

 

[Forveleth]

Safe travels friend. I hope you find peace.

 

[Niron1492]

I wish you much love and hope you find blissful peace.

 

[catstermaster]

I threw up but body going numb. Not taking another glass

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Just drank it. Still calmer than expected, haha. Will keep updating till I can. Taste was REALLY salty, but bearable. I actually kinda chuckled at it before drinking like 'So this little shot is gonna kill me, huh?'
1 minute passed, still no symptoms. Started listening to my playlist while I wait.
2 mins, increased heart rate and feel some tightening of my muscles. Hands are slightly trembly but not too much. Feeling the urge to throw up already.

Were you able to control the nausea?
How are you feeling now?
How are you feeling now?
How are you feeling now?

 

[failedmind]

i hope you find peace

 

[............]

May you find peace.

 

[tiltedcompass]

Hope you find peace and relief.

 

[nuva]

i hope you find peace. good luck

 

[............]

Catster hasn't updated since throwing up 15 minutes ago and their body going numb, may all go well and painless for them. I hope they passed out so they won't feel much more than that.

 

[thereisnoone]

rest easy

 

[Mytimeisending]

Rest easy

 

[Bimbosqualo]

Catster hasn't updated since throwing up 15 minutes ago and their body going numb, may all go well and painless for them. I hope they passed out so they won't feel much more than that.

Yes, I think so too. He'll be resting now.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

Rest in peace

 

[unluckysadness]

RIP I hope you'll find peace

 

[WonderWhatsOutThere]

Rest in peace

 

[nool]

I hope you found your peace

 

[Alexandra_]

I also hope you have found peace

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

I hope you have found peace, God speed

 

[Box]

hope you found peace <3

 

[Hangman.]

Rest in peace