Goodbye -- Tonight's The Night

[Deleted member 15021]

I know I haven't been a user on this forum long enough for people to recognize me, but I just wanted to share with people who get it that tonight is the night where I finally find peace. I've fasted for over eight hours, in a moment I will take painkillers, and 45 minutes to an hour after that I will take 20G of SN in 50ml water. I'm not using antiemetics, but I will prepare additional SN to take if necessary.

Before my time is up, I just wanted to thank those on this forum who have provided information that has allowed me to die with dignity. Before this, I went through nine years of trying to catch the bus with increasingly painful methods, but not anymore. I'm out of here, and I couldn't be more ready, so thank you for helping me get there.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey honey. Sending love.. ..I'm here to keep u company or if u need to talk..

 

[InLifeThereIsDeath]

Hey sweet, wishing you a very peaceful journey. Please keep as updated if you feel able.

 

[Deleted member 15021]

Hey honey. Sending love.. ..I'm here to keep u company or if u need to talk..

Thank you. I was past talking by the end of last year honestly, but it means a lot that you offered.

Hey sweet, wishing you a very peaceful journey. Please keep as updated if you feel able.

Thank you. I'll definitely keep you all updated for as long as possible. I've just taken painkillers so not long now.

 

[itsbigbraintime]

Hi! I'm sorry you've found yourself in this situation, hon. I won't pretend to know what exactly you're going through, but just know that myself and the rest of the community are here for you. You seem pretty set on your decision, so I hope it goes smoothly and peacefully for you!

 

[to_rid_the_disease]

Wishing you all the best with everything. We're all here with you.

 

[mesohappy]

Hoping everything goes smooth and you find the peace that you seek.

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I wish you a peaceful journey if you do decide you must go.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

I know I haven't been a user on this forum long enough for people to recognize me, but I just wanted to share with people who get it that tonight is the night where I finally find peace. I've fasted for over eight hours, in a moment I will take painkillers, and 45 minutes to an hour after that I will take 20G of SN in 50ml water. I'm not using antiemetics, but I will prepare additional SN to take if necessary.

Before my time is up, I just wanted to thank those on this forum who have provided information that has allowed me to die with dignity. Before this, I went through nine years of trying to catch the bus with increasingly painful methods, but not anymore. I'm out of here, and I couldn't be more ready, so thank you for helping me get there.

You are very lucky to CTB tonight, I'm hurting in every which way and so I really just want to commit suicide as fast as possible. I hope you find peace, I really do, because whatever you are going through I understand, you want to just leave

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I'm so sorry this is happening to you. If this is your choice then I hope your troubles will be over. If you change your mind you know you are welcome here.

 

[bella10]

Thank you. I was past talking by the end of last year honestly, but it means a lot that you offered.


Thank you. I'll definitely keep you all updated for as long as possible. I've just taken painkillers so not long now.

Hello, remember we'll be here with you if you need to talk - thinking of you

 

[TelstraSuckAFatOne]

Your story sounds all to familiar. Sucks that it's come to this but I wish you peace in your journey.

 

[Soul]

@Finding_Peace, I'm sorry about everything that's led you to this, and hope things go the right way for you tonight. Journey well x

 

[MachinaArcana]

Sorry to hear that you passed the point of no return... but many of us here eventually will. If this is ultimately what you truly want, then I wish you a swift, peaceful exit.
Sending love and warm thoughts your way.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

So sorry you came to this situation. Hope you find peace in whatever you choose.

 

[Deleted member 15021]

Thank you for your kind comments. I don't have the energy to reply to them all, but it's nice to know not everyone views choice of life as a negative thing.

I'm just about to go and grab a glass so that I can prep my SN, and then it'll hopefully be an easy journey from there. I'll keep you updated for as long as I can.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

I hope your journey is peaceful, and comfortable.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Sending you all my love and thoughts for a smooth and peaceful transition

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I wish you a peaceful swift journey. I hope you find the peace and calm you deserve. Sending you lots of hugs and so much love and know I'll be holding your hand along the way. Well all be holding your hand

 

[Dead beat dad]

I know I haven't been a user on this forum long enough for people to recognize me, but I just wanted to share with people who get it that tonight is the night where I finally find peace. I've fasted for over eight hours, in a moment I will take painkillers, and 45 minutes to an hour after that I will take 20G of SN in 50ml water. I'm not using antiemetics, but I will prepare additional SN to take if necessary.

Before my time is up, I just wanted to thank those on this forum who have provided information that has allowed me to die with dignity. Before this, I went through nine years of trying to catch the bus with increasingly painful methods, but not anymore. I'm out of here, and I couldn't be more ready, so thank you for helping me get there.

Bless you friend. I'm so sorry for all the pain you've endured. You sound like a really brave person and I honestly hope you find what you seek and your pain is no more. If now isn't your time that is okay too, we're all here for you. Peace my friend.
DBD

 

[Deleted member 15021]

You are very lucky to CTB tonight, I'm hurting in every which way and so I really just want to commit suicide as fast as possible. I hope you find peace, I really do, because whatever you are going through I understand, you want to just leave

I'm sorry you're struggling, too, but if it helps I know the feeling completely. This CTB date has moved several times over the last couple of weeks and it's been infuriating. I hope you're able to find peace soon. <3

 

[stevieu]

Thank you. I was past talking by the end of last year honestly, but it means a lot that you offered.


Thank you. I'll definitely keep you all updated for as long as possible. I've just taken painkillers so not long now.

Rest peacefully

 

[Deathbydemo]

I wish you nothing but the purest form of peace and love there is for your journey to the other side. You deserved better in this life. I hope where you are heading brings happiness.

 

[Deleted member 15021]

SN is all prepped. It took a few minutes to dissolve in the water, but it's all ready. I'm a bit worried because it looked white and I've heard SN has more of a yellow tint, but I bought it from a trusted seller many on here have bought from in the UK so I'm hoping it's legit.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

SN is all prepped. It took a few minutes to dissolve in the water, but it's all ready. I'm a bit worried because it looked white and I've heard SN has more of a yellow tint, but I bought it from a trusted seller many on here have bought from in the UK so I'm hoping it's legit.

It can also be white. Highly recommend you test it with a bit of your blood, should quickly turn a dark chocolate brown. If its more like milk chocolate or coffee with cream, it's not strong enough to cause the necessary methemoglobinemia.

Edit: See posts 1 & 21:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/blood-test-with-sn-blood-pics-inside.31365/

 

[itsbigbraintime]

@Finding_Peace Are you still with us?

 

[TAW122]

I wish you the best and peace tonight.

 

[shallow]

Have a save journey

 

[Indieblue]

Hope you find peace.

 

[elacnt]

I hope you a peaceful journey, and I wish you peace ♡