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Theanswer

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Jun 26, 2022
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OK I'll try to stay up for you, sweetheart
That is so kind of you. Only if you're up to it, though, okay?? :heart: Start the supporting meds in about 30 minutes. Just a couple more things to do here then I find a position in bed.
 
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Mountaingirl

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Aug 13, 2022
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That is so kind of you. Only if you're up to it, though, okay?? :heart: Start the supporting meds in about 30 minutes. Just a couple more things to do here then I find a position in bed.
Ok
 
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ianista

Without a vision for tomorrow, hope is impossible
Jul 29, 2022
30
Start the supporting meds in about 30 minutes. Just a couple more things to do here then I find a position in bed.
Please take care :hug: have a good flight, may the earth be light to you :heart:
 
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nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
I'm sorry that it came to this for you. I hope you can escape your suffering ❤️
 
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Foresight

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Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Well wishes on this day kind soul :heart: Thank you for sharing your time with us.
 
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Poor Stargazer

See You @ The Singularity
Mar 31, 2022
85
Present with you. All of the best energy to you
 
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Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,644
I'm here for you. Hope your stay in your suite has been nice and comfortable. I'm burning incense and have a red candle lit for you. I'll be sending good vibes your way!
Goodbye. 🤗❤️🌙✨
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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Thinking of you. Sending you good wishes.
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
Wanted to be positioned in bed by now but I'm on track. I'm on track. Did the ibuprofen, meto, zofran. Just did klonopin. Next is propanolol and then mixing SN. Then drink in 30 minutes.
 
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Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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Hoping it all goes smoothly for you,. Take care.
 
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postal_01

Member
Aug 3, 2022
9
I hope you reconsider. I'm here with you. Please stop and seek help. I've been there too.
Also, I love you.
Wanted to be positioned in bed by now but I'm on track. I'm on track. Did the ibuprofen, meto, zofran. Just did klonopin. Next is propanolol and then mixing SN. Then drink in 30 minutes.
Please don't. I'm here with you. I care.
I've been there. Please ask for help from someone.
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
399
I hope you reconsider. I'm here with you. Please stop and seek help. I've been there too.
Also, I love you.

Please don't. I'm here with you. I care.
I've been there. Please ask for help from someone.
Shut up asshole. You haven't been there. She has debilitating chronic illness and is entitled to peace.
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
Okay, I'm in bed, drinks mixed, gonna put some oral gel on a bottoms up. Gotta say though the mixed liquid isn't exactly clear just a bit clouding. Well, bottoms up.
I hope you reconsider. I'm here with you. Please stop and seek help. I've been there too.
Also, I love you.

Please don't. I'm here with you. I care.
I've been there. Please ask for help from someone.
Knock it off. I already told folks to NOT post something like this crap. And if you feel it's important do your own thread. Jesus Christ. Just shut up already.
 
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Mountaingirl

Member
Aug 13, 2022
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I hope you reconsider. I'm here with you. Please stop and seek help. I've been there too.
Also, I love you.

Please don't. I'm here with you. I care.
I've been there. Please ask for help from someone.
Please give her the peace she deserves
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
I'm no longer responding. I have one person who knows what respect and suiciding mean that will be bring me comfort instead of these assholes that are doing what I specifically asked not to do. I'll hang with her. I'm busy, you know? Do you get that? Not at all of you but the people I'm talking to know who they are. Go somewhere else where you might be needed. And you can save someone and then your ego will be satisfied. So long all. Gonna drink now and very happily, too.
 
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Poor Stargazer

See You @ The Singularity
Mar 31, 2022
85
You are very brave. I love you and wish you all of the best. See you at the singularity my friend. ❤
 
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postal_01

Member
Aug 3, 2022
9
Hi Everyone - Thank you so much for your warmth and support these past few days. It has helped and meant a lot to me.:heart: I will be drinking SN today around 7:00 pm ET. Several hours of stuff left to do but all minor. I'm nervous mostly that I'm going to eff something up but I'm not scared. I'm ready. Please, NO comments about are you sure, can always wait, etc. If you feel that's important, please start your own thread on that. With kindness I say, please respect me and do not post that stuff here.

11:00 am: eat small amount of white pasta with cheese sauce
After eating, solid fast starts

3:00 pm: Clear liquid fast starts though will try to not drink a lot throughout the day. Hopefully, just sips of warm water.

6:00 pm: 600 or 800mg of Ibuprofen with sips of water

6:15 pm: 30 mg of meto and 8 mg of Zofran dissolved under tongue

6:20 pm: 10 mg of klonapin dissolved under tongue

6:30 pm: 60 mg of propranolol dissolved under tongue.

Measure 50 mil of water in each of 3 glasses. Add 25 gm SN to each glass and stir

7:00 pm: On bed with pillows slightly propped up and around me. Drink SN.
Anything I can knock over will be out of the way. Vomit bucket next to me if needed.
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Okay, I'm in bed, drinks mixed, gonna put some oral gel on a bottoms up. Gotta say though the mixed liquid isn't exactly clear just a bit clouding. Well, bottoms up.

Knock it off. I already told folks to NOT post something like this crap. And if you feel it's important do your own thread. Jesus Christ. Just shut up already.
Oh thank god! Hey! I'm here with you. It's going to be okay sweetie. Please please don't do this to yourself
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
I hope you reconsider. I'm here with you. Please stop and seek help. I've been there too.
Also, I love you.

Please don't. I'm here with you. I care.
I've been there. Please ask for help from someone.
Fuck off.
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Oh thank god! Hey! I'm here with you. It's going to be okay sweetie. Please please don't do this to yourself
Double fuck off
 
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Mountaingirl

Member
Aug 13, 2022
27
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Oh thank god! Hey! I'm here with you. It's going to be okay sweetie. Please please don't do this to yourself
You don't get it, do you?
 
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postal_01

Member
Aug 3, 2022
9
O

Oh thank god! Hey! I'm here with you. It's going to be okay sweetie. Please please don't do this to yourself
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Oh thank god! Hey! I'm here with you. It's going to be okay sweetie. Please please don't do this to yourself
/hugs you /rubs your back
Please don't do this
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
@Theanswer

Relax my friend. Don't be stressed during your last moments it's not worth it. Don't let anyone get to you.
/hugs you /rubs your back
Please don't do this
Hey I know you're coming with good intentions and you think you're doing the right thing but honestly in this situation you're not. This person clearly asked for people not to do this. I think you should respect that.
 
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postal_01

Member
Aug 3, 2022
9
I'm no longer responding. I have one person who knows what respect and suiciding mean that will be bring me comfort instead of these assholes that are doing what I specifically asked not to do. I'll hang with her. I'm busy, you know? Do you get that? Not at all of you but the people I'm talking to know who they are. Go somewhere else where you might be needed. And you can save someone and then your ego will be satisfied. So long all. Gonna drink now and very happily, too.
It isn't ego. I've just been there. I tried to hang myself two days ago. I know pain too. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I'm sorry about your pain :( I want to be there and hug you and let you know it's going to be okay
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
It isn't ego. I've just been there. I tried to hang myself two days ago. I know pain too. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I'm sorry about your pain :( I want to be there and hug you and let you know it's going to be okay
How about this - shut up and quit posting on my thread. Please let me know if there isn't anything you don't understand creep.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
I am very sorry that life has brought you to this point. I hope you have a peaceful journey. I will hopefully follow suit soon :(
 
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Banshee

Student
Oct 25, 2021
154
It isn't ego. I've just been there. I tried to hang myself two days ago. I know pain too. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I'm sorry about your pain :( I want to be there and hug you and let you know it's going to be okay
Oof, your rapist side is showing
 
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