Goodbye thread

[blitz]

It's finally time for me to CTB. At midnight UK time I'll be taking SN and will be free of all this pain.

I'm so thankfull to have found this site. It's amazing to find a place where I can be honest about how I feel and not be judged or made to feel like a POS for having enough of life. I truly hope the pro lifers never shut this place down.

My story isn't interesting by any means. I'm just a very lonely guy that doesn't feel I fit in this world. Depresses for 25 years and socially awkward. I've ruined every relationship I had. No friends or family around me. I was diagnosed with BPD after a horrific break up last year. I always knew something was wrong but after finding out what I have it became my death sentence. I'm just a walking corspe. At my core I'm just broken. Any hobby or interest I've had brings me no joy anymore. Leaving the house causes severe anxiety and talking to anyone is a chore.

Daily drinking made it better for a while but I've ruined my finances and can't afford to keep up that lifestyle.

Mods please delete my account in 48 hours if there's been no activity and thanks for all you do.

 

[bluebus]

I hope you find the peace you deserve. Sending love and light

 

[アホペンギン]

I'm sorry you didn't have good luck in this life, not being able to sustain any relationship and on top of that being diagnosed with bpd. I'm glad this site has made you feel welcome and made you feel like you were understood. I also truly wish that the pro-lifers never take this site down, it has been a blessing to me and many others.

Furthermore, I'm sorry everything has come to this, not being able to keep any friendships and relationships by ruining them pushing you to wanting to ctb. Safe travels. I hope you find the peace that you have never been offered in this world and I hope you enjoy it to its fullest extent. I send you my best regards.

 

[020x]

I also feel like a walking corpse. I understand how you feel. Hopefully you'll be fortunate enough to have a peaceful ending.

 

[Mxverick]

I hope for the best possible transition, see you on the other side .

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from all the suffering, best wishes.

 

[lillmonix3]

I wish you luck, see you on the other side. Prepare a place for us all there

 

[Raven2]

Goodbye blitz I hope you have a peaceful passing

 

[blitz]

Thank you all for the kind words. Just took the pills and about to mix the sn now.

 

[Kikoo]

Thank you all for the kind words. Just took the pills and about to mix the sn now.

I hope you'll have a peaceful transition
I'll join you soon

 

[Unattainable666]

Blitz - I am so sorry for all the pain you have gone through and continue to go through. I wish you the peace you so rightly deserve. This world is a shithole. I am not far behind you. Take care.

 

[SnowWhite]

Hey Blitz,
Just wanted to wish you the best in a peaceful journey to the other side.
I'm sorry for everything you've gone through and the pain its caused to you.

 

[outrider567]

It's finally time for me to CTB. At midnight UK time I'll be taking SN and will be free of all this pain.

I'm so thankfull to have found this site. It's amazing to find a place where I can be honest about how I feel and not be judged or made to feel like a POS for having enough of life. I truly hope the pro lifers never shut this place down.

My story isn't interesting by any means. I'm just a very lonely guy that doesn't feel I fit in this world. Depresses for 25 years and socially awkward. I've ruined every relationship I had. No friends or family around me. I was diagnosed with BPD after a horrific break up last year. I always knew something was wrong but after finding out what I have it became my death sentence. I'm just a walking corspe. At my core I'm just broken. Any hobby or interest I've had brings me no joy anymore. Leaving the house causes severe anxiety and talking to anyone is a chore.

Daily drinking made it better for a while but I've ruined my finances and can't afford to keep up that lifestyle.

Mods please delete my account in 48 hours if there's been no activity and thanks for all you do.

'Nothing brings me joy anymore' I can relate to that quite acutely--good luck to you

 

[Kikoo]

Are you still with us?

 

[Minsu]

Are you still with us?

Doesn't seem so :(
Off topic, I like your avatar

 

[Kikoo]

Doesn't seem so :(
Off topic, I like your avatar

thank youuu

 

[blackwidow]

Doesn't seem so :(
Off topic, I like your avatar

Blitz is showing on line reading this thread..

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[Kikoo]

Blitz is showing on line reading this thread..

:(

 

[MiraiShisen]

bye my friend, I hope it will be peacefull and quick and after death you will be in afterlife you want.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry I missed you. I hope you are at peace now, free from this horrible world.

 

[FindingHome]

Good luck. I hope you find peace!

 

[saddestbunny]

I hope you find peace

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you reached the peace you needed and deserved.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best! I hope you find peace & freedom! Safe travels and good luck!

 

[Holu]

May everything be as swift, painless, and as peaceful as you deserve, so that at long last you can finally be free from the pain which shackles you. Thank you for your time and inputs amongst this forum. You will always be valued in our hearts. Take care and farewell soldier, and enjoy peace at long last.

 

[LonelyKitten]

I'm sorry to hear you had to go through that.
BPD is hell. It's so hard to survive without others in this world, but it dooms someone to endlessly burn through any relationships, hobbies, finances...
Until there is just nothing left but an empty void. The worst extreme feeling of all.

May you find relief from all the turmoil this life burdened you with.