goodbye thread

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

you've been nothing but a kind and thoughtful person to me, Ends. I'm grateful to have met you!

Thank you, but i know i can be very annoying with my thoughts and problems
Anyway i will try to do it now again

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Will try again now i think, i tried really everything at this point, talk to her and stuff

Im so sorry, i didn't want to force her to love me, i just even want to be friends at this point, but yeah she didn't want that too

Im really sorry for everyone, have to meet me online and ir, im the most failure possible, how i maneged to be hated like that by a good person like her

I wish you all the best I hope you find peace and freedom! Good luck! You're suffering too much this is so inhumane how difficult it is to leave this world in a peaceful way. Nobody deserves suffering.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

This can't be real.. living as hikikomori trying to hang myself all day, now that i definitely lost her, there is no hope

 

[AllFoxedOut]

This can't be real.. living as hikikomori trying to hang myself all day, now that i definitely lost her, there is no hope

what keeps going wrong?

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

what keeps going wrong?

I just can't kick the chair..
i manage to jump and then return on the chair

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Finally buyed SN, they say 24 or 48 hours for spedition

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Please come fast SN!!!!!

Fuck this awful reality, all the shit person i am is parent fault and trauma, i cant handle it anymore

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

today maybe i get it

Can't handle anymore.. people saying im look good now after the weight lost, its unironically killing me more, i would have lived a wonderful life with Rosa, but because of traumas i ruined everything

 

[LSDXMT]

I use to have a friend who sort of reminds me of your situation, but i do not know what happened to him. Anyway, I hope you find what you are looking for, good luck.

 

[LunarOwl]

today maybe i get it

Can't handle anymore.. people saying im look good now after the weight lost, its unironically killing me more, i would have lived a wonderful life with Rosa, but because of traumas i ruined everything

Hey! I hope everything's okay, I used to be in a similar situation, and I'd really like to share my insight.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Hey! I hope everything's okay, I used to be in a similar situation, and I'd really like to share my insight.

Not that much okay.. its hard to accept that today i will ctb, i endured lot of traumas even sexual abuse, anything but don't let me lose her

Sure, if you want to share it do it

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope you find peace bro, I'll try to join you soon