Goodbye Thread

[Georg]

your life is precious even if I don't know you

Yeah, that really makes sense.

 

[SILENT THINKER]

Every life is precious.
You have 1 in 1m chance of being born then why would you end your self.

 

[Georg]

Every life is precious.

No

 

[SILENT THINKER]

And what makes you say that.

 

[SVEN]

Please don't commit suicide I am not one of your friends but things will be good for you soon don't try anymore to commit suicide it's useless.
You may not believe In god but still this is not an appropriate way to go out.
Please try to understand that your life is precious even if I don't know you I am sure your life is worth more than you just killing yourself so please refrain from taking any actions like this.
I know you don't really trust therapy so you can tell me about any problems you want here is my insta id:- p4k_g4m1ng
and I'll try to solve it as best as I can or at least I can listen to your problems.

Silent Thinker reported.

 

[Georg]

And what makes you say that.

That's not how nature works

 

[Kasumi]

seriously this is not the place for this kind of discussion..

Silent Thinker reported.

and it's unnecessary to post this,.. this just comes off badly

 

[SILENT THINKER]

That's not how nature works

That's your side of nature

 

[Vizzy]

Please don't commit suicide I am not one of your friends but things will be good for you soon don't try anymore to commit suicide it's useless.
You may not believe In god but still this is not an appropriate way to go out.
Please try to understand that your life is precious even if I don't know you I am sure your life is worth more than you just killing yourself so please refrain from taking any actions like this.
I know you don't really trust therapy so you can tell me about any problems you want here is my insta id:- p4k_g4m1ng
and I'll try to solve it as best as I can or at least I can listen to your problems.

What you trying to do ?

 

[SILENT THINKER]

seriously this is not the place for this kind of discussion..

and it's unnecessary to post this,.. this just comes off badly

I mean someone has to still be reasoning with morals.
You all may let people commit suicide but I can't.
Especially as an anime watcher who has been depressed and don't want people to experience the same way I did

What you trying to do ?

Saving a life, what does it look like

 

[Lilythefenfen]

I mean someone has to still be reasoning with morals.
You all may let people commit suicide but I can't.
Especially as an anime watcher who has been depressed and don't want people to experience the same way I did

Saving a life, what does it look like

Hon. Taking away that choice from someone who is in a ton of pain isn't morally right. It's their decision to decide what they want to do with that life.

If you're looking to save a life, this isn't that website. But perhaps you can volunteer for a suicide hotline operator. There are places you can save a life. There are people who could use you. But this just isn't the place for trying to be pro-life.

Poor kitty posted this to say goodbye and to have her last piece in this world, not for people to have an argument. Let her go on in peace. (I know she's having some wellness checks, I hope she is well.)

 

[EmpathyMinded]

Hi I've posted my struggles and thoughts all over this website many times before and even created a goodbye thread where I ended up failing but I'm finally ready to try again this time I will do everything to make sure it works I'm going to drink couple beers to think less and than I will hang myself.
Here's my plan by time (should go to plan unless somehow a wellness check happens)

9:00 pm drink ciders/beer
9:30 pm take a pill (anti psychotic)
10:00 pm write suicide notes and letters
10:20 pm set up the rope and blades (blades to slit throat last resort)
10:30 pm barricade door incase of parents or police
11:00 pm call my friend and tell them I love them
11:10 pm Delete all search history and put on my playlist than hang myself

A bit about me if anybody even cares (reasons why I'm going to kill myself)

My name is Angel/Nikita and I'm 18 years old
I love pink and kittens.
I struggle with BPD, Social Anxiety Disorder, PTSD, ADHD, Lyme disease and more
My life since I was 12 has gone down hill it started with my dads abuse and I started drinking/cutting to cope. When I was around 14 I met a guy named Jordan he was a pedo and a psychopath who groomed me into a relationship with him, my friends and family didn't approve (no shit) he would make me do sexual things for him or he would threaten to kill myself he would threaten to kill myself every time I tried to leave him. After I finally broke up with him after 2 years of dating police got involved and I couldn't live anymore because of the flashbacks and he made me feel like If I'm not with him I deserve to die this was the first time I was sent to the mental hospital. After I got out I went missing and ran away from home because my dads abuse was getting worse and I was scared they would send me back to that hospital. When I turned 16 I realized I was obessed with suicide almost everyday I would cut and I would do reckless things like drink or attempt to kill myself a lot, I've been to a mental hospital 5 times now. I'm so tired I'm 18 now 18 years to long this will be my last post I promise that I will make sure it works.

FOR MOD:
please get rid of my account after 72 hours of not responding. Thank you <3

If it's okay to ask, have you talked to that friend you plan to call before committing about staying with them because of your dad? It seems like the current biggest stressor for you is your dad's treatment. I feel like they would be trying to help you out there if you explained how bad of a state you are in. I know opening up can be difficult, though. I don't know if it's too late to try that, but if it isn't, or the attempt fails for some reason, I feel like you should give it a go. As long as you are still here a more peaceful environment would be much better for your peace of mind.

I'm sorry you've had to struggle with so much. You certainly didn't deserve it. You seem like a really sweet person and someone I'd love to know better. If things don't work out for whatever reason, would love to talk more and get to know you better. If they do, I'll do what I can to carry your memory. We need more sweet souls like you in the world, so at the least I can keep that sweetness of spirit in you that you've shown and carry that with me going forward the best I can. You're in my thoughts.

 

[Kasumi]

You all may let people commit suicide but I can't.

You're at the wrong place for this, it's not your choice to make.

And as @Lilythefenfen just said, if you want to save a life then this is the wrong approach.
Just stopping someone from ending their pain and then walking away again is not "saving" them, you'll at best extend their suffering for a few weeks until they just try again.
If you really want to save a life then help people while they're still asking for help, you might not realise that you've saved a life but you are, if you can prevent people from even getting to the point that their lives are so miserable that they want to end it then you've saved one.


@PrettyKitty
I makes me really sad to hear about the things you have and had to go through, feel free to pm me anytime if you want to talk about anything on your mind.

Your so called friends calling the police on you makes me pretty angry tbh... you'd think friends are trying to comfort and support you and not betray you trying to get u into a psych ward
I'm hoping the "wellness check" goes fine for you, postponing your plans for a few days or weeks might be a good idea if that's possible for you.

 

[SILENT THINKER]

Hon. Taking away that choice from someone who is in a ton of pain isn't morally right. It's their decision to decide what they want to do with that life.

If you're looking to save a life, this isn't that website. But perhaps you can volunteer for a suicide hotline operator. There are places you can save a life. There are people who could use you. But this just isn't the place for trying to be pro-life.

Poor kitty posted this to say goodbye and to have her last piece in this world, not for people to have an argument. Let her go on in peace. (I know she's having some wellness checks, I hope she is well.)

No I rather do it here cause I hate therapists. And going in peace is not really what happens after death you know also dying is really painful even if you choose a method that doesn't looks painful but it always id

 

[soontobedone]

If you are able to think of seeing a movie as "fun" .... There still may be hope for you.

 

[PrettyKitty]

Please don't commit suicide I am not one of your friends but things will be good for you soon don't try anymore to commit suicide it's useless.
You may not believe In god but still this is not an appropriate way to go out.
Please try to understand that your life is precious even if I don't know you I am sure your life is worth more than you just killing yourself so please refrain from taking any actions like this.
I know you don't really trust therapy so you can tell me about any problems you want here is my insta id:- p4k_g4m1ng
and I'll try to solve it as best as I can or at least I can listen to your problems.

thank you but I'm pretty set on ending my life at some point I've got people who are threatening to end there life if I do including my own parents.. so I don't know how I would rn also I do believe in a god, Allah.
If anybody is wondering what's happening with my plans ( I will keep this thread going because I plan to use it still as my goodbye instead of making new thread)
the wellness checks are okay police off my back I'm re planning date of death super confused right now because I have a partner and me and them live in same place and we are going out together. If that partner does not happen I will coutine to plan going out alone, currently having problems with my parents keeping there eyes on me (since the police calls) and my own friend is suicidal too and said he will commit suicide if I
commit suicide. (sending me graphic images of a time he tried) hes batshit crazy I know he will.

You're at the wrong place for this, it's not your choice to make.

And as @Lilythefenfen just said, if you want to save a life then this is the wrong approach.
Just stopping someone from ending their pain and then walking away again is not "saving" them, you'll at best extend their suffering for a few weeks until they just try again.
If you really want to save a life then help people while they're still asking for help, you might not realise that you've saved a life but you are, if you can prevent people from even getting to the point that their lives are so miserable that they want to end it then you've saved one.


@PrettyKitty
I makes me really sad to hear about the things you have and had to go through, feel free to pm me anytime if you want to talk about anything on your mind.

Your so called friends calling the police on you makes me pretty angry tbh... you'd think friends are trying to comfort and support you and not betray you trying to get u into a psych ward
I'm hoping the "wellness check" goes fine for you, postponing your plans for a few days or weeks might be a good idea if that's possible for you.

Thank you I'm waiting for a couple days to week for my partner

If it's okay to ask, have you talked to that friend you plan to call before committing about staying with them because of your dad? It seems like the current biggest stressor for you is your dad's treatment. I feel like they would be trying to help you out there if you explained how bad of a state you are in. I know opening up can be difficult, though. I don't know if it's too late to try that, but if it isn't, or the attempt fails for some reason, I feel like you should give it a go. As long as you are still here a more peaceful environment would be much better for your peace of mind.

I'm sorry you've had to struggle with so much. You certainly didn't deserve it. You seem like a really sweet person and someone I'd love to know better. If things don't work out for whatever reason, would love to talk more and get to know you better. If they do, I'll do what I can to carry your memory. We need more sweet souls like you in the world, so at the least I can keep that sweetness of spirit in you that you've shown and carry that with me going forward the best I can. You're in my thoughts.

Not trying to be rude but I'm set on dying this year I will not live past my next birthday. there's no help for me.

 

[Bleedingheartbeat]

thank you but I'm pretty set on ending my life at some point I've got people who are threatening to end there life if I do including my own parents.. so I don't know how I would rn also I do believe in a god, Allah.
If anybody is wondering what's happening with my plans ( I will keep this thread going because I plan to use it still as my goodbye instead of making new thread)
the wellness checks are okay police off my back I'm re planning date of death super confused right now because I have a partner and me and them live in same place and we are going out together. If that partner does not happen I will coutine to plan going out alone, currently having problems with my parents keeping there eyes on me (since the police calls) and my own friend is suicidal too and said he will commit suicide if I
commit suicide. (sending me graphic images of a time he tried) hes batshit crazy I know he will.

Thank you I'm waiting for a couple days to week for my partner

Not trying to be rude but I'm set on dying this year I will not live past my next birthday. there's no help for me.

Hey @PrettyKitty , I know we don't know each other, but selfishly I don't want you to go. I know you've already set your mind, so I'm here for support. I'll be here every step of the way until your last day. PM me if you wanna just talk or vent or cuss. You deserve peace and I hope that's what you find after all this. Thank you for being vulnerable and open with your story.

 

[Jezzibell]

You've been through so much trauma in your short life. I sincerely hope that you finally escape your demons. You are in my thoughts x

Please don't commit suicide I am not one of your friends but things will be good for you soon don't try anymore to commit suicide it's useless.
You may not believe In god but still this is not an appropriate way to go out.
Please try to understand that your life is precious even if I don't know you I am sure your life is worth more than you just killing yourself so please refrain from taking any actions like this.
I know you don't really trust therapy so you can tell me about any problems you want here is my insta id:- p4k_g4m1ng
and I'll try to solve it as best as I can or at least I can listen to your problems.

This is wholly inappropriate. Every individual knows their own breaking point and you are just patronising the OP by thinking you know best. People reach this point with a lot of thought. Stop invalidating someone's mental point of view.

 

[howl pendragon]

@PrettyKitty I'm so sorry you are in this situation, and that your friend is being so toxic by threatening you. No one should have to carry the burden of decisions other people make.

I hope you get at least some space (at least mentally speaking) to think clearly and make a decision of your own, without interference from others (like this friend).

And however you choose to act, I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[PrettyKitty]

I HAVE BLOCKED THE FRIEND YALL #GETTINGRIDOFGARBAGE

 

[rotciv]

did the Silent Thinker change his mind?