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lyfsoverrated

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May 22, 2023
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Praying for a peaceful exit for ya.
 
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NotBart

Member
Aug 22, 2023
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since you vomited, are you drinking another one?
 
EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
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Szinuus

Szinuus

I see the bus...I can almost see it
Aug 19, 2022
211
Sad that you didnt have antiemetic. I could have given you source. Without it its more unpleasant to ctb 😔 I think you need another glass of sn to continue.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Hope it gets more peaceful.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you all the best, I'm so sorry that life brought you to this point. I hope you have a smooth transition, safe travels and may you find peace and freedom! Good luck and farewell!!
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Wishing you peace @EndJstifiesTheMeans - I hope…I hope 🥺

May the suffering end.

💔
 
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somenone

He is not even capable of committing suicide
Aug 19, 2023
47
It's a pity that this has become your reality, I hope everything turns out for the best for you. May be...
 
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Mxverick

Mxverick

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Aug 12, 2023
90
I had asked him to call me if he was going to it, but he decided to die (maybe) alone.

I'm one of his virtual friends, I will keep you updated of his situation.

Nobody will find him in 6 hours from now.

He doesn't aswer the phone...

I think he is passed out and will be get locked in a psych ward, talking to him on chat and discord felt empty, i did everything i could to motivate him and give him a reason to live.

What should I do?
 
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undynee

undynee

love you :33
Aug 22, 2023
33
I had asked him to call me if he was going to it, but he decided to die (maybe) alone.

I'm one of his virtual friends, I will keep you updated of his situation.

Nobody will found him in 6 hours from now.

He doesn't aswer the phone...

What should I do?
hold on hope and keep trying
 
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Suicidal Ideation

burn my body, celebrate the afterglow
Jul 21, 2023
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hope you found peace
 
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Mxverick

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Aug 12, 2023
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If he doesn't reply in the next days i will share his story (the little things i know).

Of his tragic life and my personal opinion of his character and persona.
 
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undynee

undynee

love you :33
Aug 22, 2023
33
If he doesn't reply in the next days i will share his story (the little things i know).

Of his tragic life and my personal opinion of his character and persona.
I wish someone would have loved him more as he deserved
 
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Mxverick

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Aug 12, 2023
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I wish someone would have loved him more as he deserved
He is a very fragile and kind person, I always thought he could do it. One of the very few people who approached and helped gradually pushed him away and this caused his self-destruction, he had gotten to the point of staying in bed all day and didn't even have the strength to play video games.
 
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undynee

love you :33
Aug 22, 2023
33
He is a very fragile and kind person, I always thought he could do it. One of the very few people who approached and helped gradually pushed him away and this caused his self-destruction, he had gotten to the point of staying in bed all day and didn't even have the strength to play video games.
a genuine person in a broken world. the world needs more people like those.
 
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Mxverick

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lyfsoverrated

Member
May 22, 2023
46
I had asked him to call me if he was going to it, but he decided to die (maybe) alone.

I'm one of his virtual friends, I will keep you updated of his situation.

Nobody will found him in 6 hours from now.

He doesn't aswer the phone...

I think he is passed out and will be get locked in a psych ward, talking to him on chat and discord felt empty, i did everything i could to motivate him and give him a reason to live.

What should I do?

If he doesn't reply in the next days i will share his story (the little things i know).

Of his tragic life and my personal opinion of his character and persona.
Anyone posting updates in their final moments, are so considerate. It's so helpful to those of us that wish to go through the same thing.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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r.i.p may you rest in peace
 
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edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
I hope you find the peace you seek along the way. R.I.P
 
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RealitySurf

Member
Aug 21, 2023
36
I saw a lot of your posts recently...

Rest in peace
 
Mxverick

Mxverick

Member
Aug 12, 2023
90
can you still die from sn after vomiting though?

(Yes)
 
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Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
124
Hope you can sleep well ❤️‍🩹
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,464
I hope you found peace.
 
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anhedonicNfoggy

i don’t know
Aug 7, 2023
97
I'll honestly really miss your presence on this site. I hope you're finally free from the pain.
 
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TheMetalhead

Experienced
Aug 18, 2023
206
May you find finally find peace pal… people here will miss you
 
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Borderline

Borderline Personality Disorder
Aug 8, 2023
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jemetire

oh well
Jun 11, 2023
154
I wish peace for you bro, I will also most likely end up in the same situation as you cuz tomorrow I'll confess to her and then I might join you soon 🤍
 
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