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hey guys. i just took 4g of propranolol as well as some benzos and meto and zofran. i hope i will not wake up. thank you for being so kind to nme. love you all very much.
my stomach hurts but i hope i will not throw up. i have more zofranb
 
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EternallyCold

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Dec 8, 2025
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All the best to you, love. Hope you finally find some peace 🫂
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I'd like to recommend to call the emergency service immediately to avoid damage.

I'm afraid that propranolol overdose is not fatal enough. This research shows that 4,000 mg of propranolol can cause death but it's quite rare. I really hope it goes well as you intended, but it is likely to keep you alive and bring so much pain. If you're willing, it's better to seek medical attention immediately to aviod organ damage that will make your life much worse. I'm sorry this is not what you want to hear but I just want you to go through unnecessary suffering.
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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hey guys. i just took 4g of propranolol as well as some benzos and meto and zofran. i hope i will not wake up. thank you for being so kind to nme. love you all very much.
my stomach hurts but i hope i will not throw up. i have more zofranb
Overdose won't work I thought you took sn as well cause the meds are also used with sn
I'm afraid that propranolol overdose is not fatal enough. This research shows that 4,000 mg of propranolol can cause death but it's quite rare. I hope it goes well as you intended, but it is likely to keep you alive and bring so much pain. If you're willing, it's better to seek medical attention immediately to aviod organ damage that will make your life much worse. I'm sorry this is not what you want to hear but I just want you to go through unnecessary suffering.
I think she or he or they took sn as well
 
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glided~hydrangea

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Jan 2, 2026
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hey guys. i just took 4g of propranolol as well as some benzos and meto and zofran. i hope i will not wake up. thank you for being so kind to nme. love you all very much.
my stomach hurts but i hope i will not throw up. i have more zofranb
Whether you succeed or not, I hope you're able to find some peace bro. Wishing you all love 🫂❤️
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

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Aug 12, 2021
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This isn't going to work, OP. You're just going to hurt yourself, possible organ damage. Please seek help.


 
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nobodycaresaboutme

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maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I think she or he or they took sn as well
I don't think SN protocol requires 4g of propranolol. Vizzy's bible says that it should be 400mg. Even if OP took SN as well, the excessive amount of propranolol will hinder the protocol by causing nausea and other poisoning symptoms.
 
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shcizoseraphima

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Jan 1, 2026
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If the people that responded above me are right, I hope you'll get help on time so that you're not gonna suffer from serious pain n stuff :(
 
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Lov3

Lov3

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Dec 24, 2025
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She will probably be unconscious for many hours. It doesn't seem to have been a very high dose. I thought it was strange when I saw the post, but seeing the others' responses made me worried.
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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I think 4g is alot but yes it's hit and miss with overdoses. Sorry 🙏 it's come to this.
 
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May 10, 2025
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sending much love 🫂:heart:
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
454
Good luck, I hope you can achieve the peace you are looking for!
 
cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
146
Goodbye friend
I hope you are in a better place now
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
TL;DR
I'd like to recommend to call the emergency service immediately to avoid damage.

I'm afraid that propranolol overdose is not fatal enough. This research shows that 4,000 mg of propranolol can cause death but it's quite rare. I really hope it goes well as you intended, but it is likely to keep you alive and bring so much pain. If you're willing, it's better to seek medical attention immediately to aviod organ damage that will make your life much worse. I'm sorry this is not what you want to hear but I just want you to go through unnecessary suffering.
Now I found the last sentence of my comment includes a terrible and hurtful gramatical error and it should have been "I don't want you to go through unnecessary suffering." I deeply apologize. That was not what I wanted to say.
 

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