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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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May you find peace.
 
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Final Spirit

Member
Nov 7, 2022
17
You've been a great contributor and I thoroughly enjoyed reading your guides, I hope you find the peace you've been looking for and thank you for everything you've done for the forum.

Farewell
 
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Onthewayout1

Member
Jun 7, 2023
7
Go in peace Vizzy. Thank you for all your info; you are a font of knowledge
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
its sad seeing how childhood trauma can influence the desire to die. I too came from a horribly abusive home. Mom was main abuser and dad was enabler. I believe death would set me free and so I desired death all the time. I still do today
Sorry, Hope you find peace, thank you 🙏
 
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love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
oh my god idk what to say you really helped a lot of people on this forum and i wish you goodluck and rest and peace bro
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,177
Farewell, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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BornHated

BornHated

God may judge, but his sins outnumber your own.
Nov 19, 2022
96
Ahh, another child of immigrants with unrealistic expectations of life... I feel you, man. I do. Our life stories very much have that in common at its center.
It's brutal when you find out all your struggle may be for nothing; when you clearing the obstacles doesn't mean you earn the love and appreciation you worked so hard for, instead life hands you more.
And no, you're not at fault for wanting to ctb. It's the unrealistic expectations of ignorant people coming together to unfortunately offload onto new innocent people. The older I get, the warier I am of people's motives for having children because of this experience.

I'll be thinking of you today, and I hope whatever comes next is far better than what you've had to endure up to now.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
Wishing you @Vizzy a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have never-ending peace and tranquility you Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Damn @Vizzy. I just recently got back online after a short break and noticed a few of your posts. Everything was so informative and helpful so I researched more of what you posted and improved my plan with the guidance you provided. Whenever I logged on I looked to see if you made any new posts and was sad to see you're leaving soon. I didn't get to chat with you at all which sucks but you helped me a lot.

I wish you the most peaceful self deletion possible. I hope your transition from this shit hole into eternal peace and nothingness is smooth and painless. I'd hate to even think about that jump. We all hope it doesn't come to that. I believe you'll be successful without it having to come into play.

Love and respect, Vizzy🙏
 
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Dainhla

Dainhla

"Lifetimes live to die"
May 28, 2023
60
Thanks for all @Vizzy. I really hope you can find the peace that you deserve. Your story is a really sad one... It's such an injustice to see life treat so bad to people that didn't deserved any kind of suffering during their existence.

I sincerely wish you a calm ending. All my love ❤️
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
@Vizzy - you are a piece of my heart and while I will miss you immensely, I will see you in the night sky, in the stars. I will be thinking of you when I catch the bus soon, too.

Thank you for being such a great friend - thank you for you, Vizzy.

 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
One more thing...

Thank you🙏
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,666
I wish you all the best a safe journey and I hope you find peace & freedom! You've been such a great contributor to the forum in just a short amount of time, so much great input that will help a lot of people here. Thank you for your hard work I hope the compilations will be pinned in the Suicide Resource Compilation.

Farewell and good luck my friend!
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
Ahh, another child of immigrants with unrealistic expectations of life... I feel you, man. I do. Our life stories very much have that in common at its center.
It's brutal when you find out all your struggle may be for nothing; when you clearing the obstacles doesn't mean you earn the love and appreciation you worked so hard for, instead life hands you more.
And no, you're not at fault for wanting to ctb. It's the unrealistic expectations of ignorant people coming together to unfortunately offload onto new innocent people. The older I get, the warier I am of people's motives for having children because of this experience.

I'll be thinking of you today, and I hope whatever comes next is far better than what you've had to endure up to now.
Thank you for understanding me as it is never ending!
Damn @Vizzy. I just recently got back online after a short break and noticed a few of your posts. Everything was so informative and helpful so I researched more of what you posted and improved my plan with the guidance you provided. Whenever I logged on I looked to see if you made any new posts and was sad to see you're leaving soon. I didn't get to chat with you at all which sucks but you helped me a lot.

I wish you the most peaceful self deletion possible. I hope your transition from this shit hole into eternal peace and nothingness is smooth and painless. I'd hate to even think about that jump. We all hope it doesn't come to that. I believe you'll be successful without it having to come into play.

Love and respect, Vizzy🙏
Happy to help, glad it helped you

Thank you friend 🙏
@Vizzy - you are a piece of my heart and while I will miss you immensely, I will see you in the night sky, in the stars. I will be thinking of you when I catch the bus soon, too.

Thank you for being such a great friend - thank you for you, Vizzy.

I will miss you ❤️, you are a sweet, loving and caring friend

I always loved your company, welcome 🙏😔
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
My god, look at your contributions. Thank you. And congrats on the clap, lol. I'm glad you have some experiences under your belt. Some good memories to go out on. Safe travels to the void.
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,482
I just hate average life working 9-5 for average pay, home, life for what nothing, you don't enjoy anything in life being average, I will kill myself than living a average life

Everyone in my life just expect something from me which makes my life meaningless!
On behalf of our dumb-ass species, I apologize for our boringness. We've been around 100-200k years? Shit, look at us

You refused mediocrity. Relax well, winner!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,798
@Vizzy your SN bible, other SN thread, and other contributions should be pinned in the resources. You made a lot guides and works on this site and in only a month, definitely you are imo the top Sanctioned-suicide.net superstar.

You didn't accept the average life which I agree is not good. i have a much worse life than average, so i need to ctb and defeat si. But even if i had an average life or even a so called "good" life I still would think ctb asap for me is the right answer. I haven't ctb cause I need to figure out some problems for example to find and go to an isolated location where I won't be interrrupted by humans, and drink my elixir of eternal bliss

eternal non-existence awaits us all . Only a very few of us will choose to go on our own terms and not let something like cancer or old age diseases torture us before the eventual certain journey into the eternal nothingness which the Earth the sun and the universe itself will go into , the universe is expanding as we speak and the rate of expansion is accellerating

 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Hope it all goes well. Keep us informed about the method you choose if you want. Thanks for your contributions here.
 
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KarmaBus

Student
Apr 15, 2023
116
Thank you for sharing your story with us and all of the well researched informative guides you compiled here. You sure made an impact on SaSu in a short amount of time! I admire your courage. You deserve more than this realm can offer. Safe travels and best of luck to you Vizzy 🍀
 
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DurkheimsCat

Member
May 27, 2023
57
Thanks for sharing, Vizzy. Have a good rest.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
547
Your account won't be deleted. All the best.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,881
See you on the Other Side.
 
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bunnyeve

bunnyeve

BunnyEve
Jun 16, 2023
10
goodbye vizzy, wishing you found your peace.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
Goodbye Vizzy, I'm hoping you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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pettyqueen

pettyqueen

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Jun 15, 2023
15
I hope you find peace
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
): I want this to be me. goodbye and i hope you find what you were looking for.
 
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It'sMyLife

It'sMyLife

Little bundles of futile hope we are
Apr 18, 2020
124
Sending you my wishes for you to have a perfectly smooth bus ride with no problems. Thinking of you here in Texas
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Vizzy 🥹

My friend, always.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Farewell. I hope you find the peace you so deserve.
 
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