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Letgo
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- Apr 1, 2023
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Sorry, Hope you find peace, thank youits sad seeing how childhood trauma can influence the desire to die. I too came from a horribly abusive home. Mom was main abuser and dad was enabler. I believe death would set me free and so I desired death all the time. I still do today
May you find peace.
You've been a great contributor and I thoroughly enjoyed reading your guides, I hope you find the peace you've been looking for and thank you for everything you've done for the forum.
Farewell
Thank you guysGo in peace Vizzy. Thank you for all your info; you are a font of knowledge
Thank you for understanding me as it is never ending!Ahh, another child of immigrants with unrealistic expectations of life... I feel you, man. I do. Our life stories very much have that in common at its center.
It's brutal when you find out all your struggle may be for nothing; when you clearing the obstacles doesn't mean you earn the love and appreciation you worked so hard for, instead life hands you more.
And no, you're not at fault for wanting to ctb. It's the unrealistic expectations of ignorant people coming together to unfortunately offload onto new innocent people. The older I get, the warier I am of people's motives for having children because of this experience.
I'll be thinking of you today, and I hope whatever comes next is far better than what you've had to endure up to now.
Happy to help, glad it helped youDamn @Vizzy. I just recently got back online after a short break and noticed a few of your posts. Everything was so informative and helpful so I researched more of what you posted and improved my plan with the guidance you provided. Whenever I logged on I looked to see if you made any new posts and was sad to see you're leaving soon. I didn't get to chat with you at all which sucks but you helped me a lot.
I wish you the most peaceful self deletion possible. I hope your transition from this shit hole into eternal peace and nothingness is smooth and painless. I'd hate to even think about that jump. We all hope it doesn't come to that. I believe you'll be successful without it having to come into play.
Love and respect, Vizzy
I will miss you , you are a sweet, loving and caring friend@Vizzy - you are a piece of my heart and while I will miss you immensely, I will see you in the night sky, in the stars. I will be thinking of you when I catch the bus soon, too.
Thank you for being such a great friend - thank you for you, Vizzy.
♡
On behalf of our dumb-ass species, I apologize for our boringness. We've been around 100-200k years? Shit, look at usI just hate average life working 9-5 for average pay, home, life for what nothing, you don't enjoy anything in life being average, I will kill myself than living a average life
Everyone in my life just expect something from me which makes my life meaningless!