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Cristiano599

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I'll do it today between 11 p.m. and 12 a.m. I'll fast for approximately 12 hours, with no food or liquids. I'll take 600 mg of ibuprofen, 20 minutes later I'll take 30 mg of metocropamide and 400 mg of propranolol, 40 minutes later I'll drink the SN and take 400 mg of propranolol. Any advice?
 
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Safe travels friend, Ill be joining you shortly in about 7 days
 
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skywhywalker666

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Aug 5, 2025
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I'll do it today between 11 p.m. and 12 a.m. I'll fast for approximately 12 hours, with no food or liquids. I'll take 600 mg of ibuprofen, 20 minutes later I'll take 30 mg of metocropamide and 400 mg of propranolol, 40 minutes later I'll drink the SN and take 400 mg of propranolol. Any advice?
Are you sure about 800 mg of propranolol? I could be wrong, but I think it needs 400. + it would be desirable to add benzodiazepines
 
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Cristiano599

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Aug 11, 2025
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¿Estás seguro de los 800 mg de propranolol? Puede que me equivoque, pero creo que necesita 400. Además, sería conveniente añadir benzodiazepinas.
En mi país es imposible conseguir benzodiazepinas sin receta, así que las sustituí por propranolol. ¿Crees que es mala idea? ¿Alguien que sepa algo al respecto podría ayudarme?
Buen viaje amigo, me uniré a ti en breve, en unos 7 días.
Nos vemos pronto hermano
 
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skywhywalker666

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Aug 5, 2025
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En mi país es imposible conseguir benzodiazepinas sin receta, así que las sustituí por propranolol. ¿Crees que es mala idea? ¿Alguien que sepa algo al respecto podría ayudarme?

Nos vemos pronto hermano
unfortunately i don't know the answer. as far as i remember if someone didn't have access to benzodiazepines they were simply excluded from the guide. this makes the process calmer but the main mechanism of SN will work anyway. i'm not an expert and i may be wrong
 
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Safe journey, and I hope you reach your intended destination to find peace.
 
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good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.
 
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Sep 2, 2025
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Good luck and goodbye. I hope you find reprieve from your suffering ♥️
 
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May 18, 2020
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good luck. i hope you find the peace you desire🫂
 
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Obliviate

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I wish you peace. Not sure if you wanted Benzos idk if this is too late but Benadryl has a sedative effect.
 
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Jun 30, 2025
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I think you need 400 or 0 mg of propranolol. Beta blockers like propranolol are said to do nothing more than preventing the rapid heart rate. But that mostly looks good. I hope you find the peace you want. Good luck 🫂
 
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Cristiano599

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Aug 11, 2025
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I'll do it in two hours. During these hours, my mind has tried to trick me and make me feel better, but every time I recall all those thoughts and the anxiety they generate, I remain convinced of my decision.
 
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I'll do it in two hours. During these hours, my mind has tried to trick me and make me feel better, but every time I recall all those thoughts and the anxiety they generate, I remain convinced of my decision.
still there? if you ended up drinking the SN, i hope all went well and it was peaceful. but if you didn't end up doing it, that's okay too. it's ok to need some more time. 💚
 
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May 20, 2025
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Best wishes, I hope you found peace.
 
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nothing but love ❤️
 
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