Goodbye, SaSu

[MAKE IT STOP!]

My former FP found my r/SuicideWatch post on reddit that was about how I was going to self delete and the date it would happen (August 4th, the only reason why I chose that date anyway was because it would be the 19th anniversary of a comfort movie of mine), along with my recent YouTube videos that contained suicide jokes in them, and came to my DMs to talk me out of it. I was shocked she still cared, but I decided I would listen to her anyway. And then I realized I have a reason to live past August 4th (I have friends, and a character I yumeship with is getting a plush in fall, the latter may be a silly reason to live but I've always wanted to hold her and cuddle her). Since I dropped my plan to ctb, I guess this is goodbye. To know someone I thought wouldn't care still cares just fills me with a newfound joy I've never felt before.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Glad u found a (kinda nice imo) reason to live.

 

[bluupup]

My former FP found my r/SuicideWatch post on reddit that was about how I was going to self delete and the date it would happen (August 4th, the only reason why I chose that date anyway was because it would be the 19th anniversary of a comfort movie of mine), along with my recent YouTube videos that contained suicide jokes in them, and came to my DMs to talk me out of it. I was shocked she still cared, but I decided I would listen to her anyway. And then I realized I have a reason to live past August 4th (I have friends, and a character I yumeship with is getting a plush in fall, the latter may be a silly reason to live but I've always wanted to hold her and cuddle her). Since I dropped my plan to ctb, I guess this is goodbye. To know someone I thought wouldn't care still cares just fills me with a newfound joy I've never felt before.

I'm so happy for you! Live well. SaSu will always be here if you ever do feel bad again.

 

[blue-moon-miki]

My former FP found my r/SuicideWatch post on reddit that was about how I was going to self delete and the date it would happen (August 4th, the only reason why I chose that date anyway was because it would be the 19th anniversary of a comfort movie of mine), along with my recent YouTube videos that contained suicide jokes in them, and came to my DMs to talk me out of it. I was shocked she still cared, but I decided I would listen to her anyway. And then I realized I have a reason to live past August 4th (I have friends, and a character I yumeship with is getting a plush in fall, the latter may be a silly reason to live but I've always wanted to hold her and cuddle her). Since I dropped my plan to ctb, I guess this is goodbye. To know someone I thought wouldn't care still cares just fills me with a newfound joy I've never felt before.

that's so awesome!! i wish you luck :)

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best of luck with your recovery

 

[smirks00ts]

im so happy for you <3
I hope your recovery is well. take care.

 

[Aflame5926]

EYO good news.

shuu shuu. go get your happy life

 

[the_gold]

I'm so happy and proud of you, stranger. Go and live

 

[xetineline]

good luck no banned to return to sasu & no to come back life itself forever as well.