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Reindropz

Falling at terminal velocity
Jul 8, 2025
10
Planing to ctb tonight. I'm doing ligature strangulation. I have tried it before and I only remember staring at my clock one second and the next I was pulling the ligature off with my ears ringing. So, I'm pretty positive it will work.

I don't rly have much to say. I do have a list of wishes tho.

I wish I had talked on here more, but I'm also just not a people person so that's probly just wishful thinking
I wish I had made something of my life.
I wish I wasn't so young. I wish I didn't have the sword of a 'good future' hanging over me
I wish that I could have become all that I was supposed to.
I wish my younger self forgives me.
I wish I succeed today.

Goodbye everyone, see you on the flip side. Hopefully
 
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like_a_bird

Member
Nov 11, 2025
54
Wishing you peace young friend. I wish life had been kinder to you
 
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mysticatedwine

mysticatedwine

rotting autistic sun
Mar 4, 2025
203
I wish you the best of luck, regardless of how things go. you are brave to have put it up for so long, i wish you to find peace
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
338
I'm so incredibly sorry life has led you to this decision. Whatever happens, whatever you choose and the outcome it brings, I wish you find peace, happiness and everything you've ever wanted.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
537
Love you and good luck:heart:
 
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Dark Mood

Member
Oct 3, 2025
72
Good luck
 
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seekingsafetyxoxo

Member
Oct 5, 2025
10
Planing to ctb tonight. I'm doing ligature strangulation. I have tried it before and I only remember staring at my clock one second and the next I was pulling the ligature off with my ears ringing. So, I'm pretty positive it will work.

I don't rly have much to say. I do have a list of wishes tho.

I wish I had talked on here more, but I'm also just not a people person so that's probly just wishful thinking
I wish I had made something of my life.
I wish I wasn't so young. I wish I didn't have the sword of a 'good future' hanging over me
I wish that I could have become all that I was supposed to.
I wish my younger self forgives me.
I wish I succeed today.

Goodbye everyone, see you on the flip side. Hopefully
You did the best you could do with the circumstances you were in. I'm here if you need to chat at all.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
Godspeed.
 
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restingpiece

restingpiece

“ཀ`
Nov 3, 2025
9
i'm sorry life hasn't treated you kindly, i hope you find peace <3
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,463
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you deserve šŸ«‚:heart:
 
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khairan

Member
Sep 4, 2025
32
Planing to ctb tonight. I'm doing ligature strangulation. I have tried it before and I only remember staring at my clock one second and the next I was pulling the ligature off with my ears ringing. So, I'm pretty positive it will work.

I don't rly have much to say. I do have a list of wishes tho.

I wish I had talked on here more, but I'm also just not a people person so that's probly just wishful thinking
I wish I had made something of my life.
I wish I wasn't so young. I wish I didn't have the sword of a 'good future' hanging over me
I wish that I could have become all that I was supposed to.
I wish my younger self forgives me.
I wish I succeed today.

Goodbye everyone, see you on the flip side. Hopefully
Hope you find your peace and see you on the flip side as well.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,796
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

Member
Nov 6, 2025
71
Planing to ctb tonight. I'm doing ligature strangulation. I have tried it before and I only remember staring at my clock one second and the next I was pulling the ligature off with my ears ringing. So, I'm pretty positive it will work.

I don't rly have much to say. I do have a list of wishes tho.

I wish I had talked on here more, but I'm also just not a people person so that's probly just wishful thinking
I wish I had made something of my life.
I wish I wasn't so young. I wish I didn't have the sword of a 'good future' hanging over me
I wish that I could have become all that I was supposed to.
I wish my younger self forgives me.
I wish I succeed today.

Goodbye everyone, see you on the flip side. Hopefully
I hope you are finally able to find peace, and I'm sorry it's come to this. Best of luck.
 
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corpse

corpse

this life ain't worth living
Aug 31, 2025
229
I hope you find peace.
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
367
Hope you found the peace you crave, and the journey there was gentle.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,588
Wishing you peace and love, whichever way your journey leads. All the best :heart:
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
688
I'm really sorry things didn't let your dream come true. I don't think you've made nothing. At least now you're having such a brave fight for what you're seeking for. No matter what you choose I wish you the best. Sending a warm hugšŸ«‚
 
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angrybakunawa

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
Good luck and see you soon
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
777
Have a nice trip🫶
 
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