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Anyara

Anyara

Nothing is true, everything is permitted
Sep 6, 2018
125
Gorgeous view! Enjoy the view, and enjoy the peace and quiet.
I hope your journey goes smoothly
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
I think she's gone. It's sad that it needs to be this way.
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
I hope you find everything (and more) that your heart desires for. Peace.
 
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Lizzie S.

Lizzie S.

Experienced
Sep 2, 2018
258
I'm sorry if I came on too strong, you of course have the right to do this if that's what you want. You just seem like a really amazing person, and I wish the best for you will be joining you soon hopefully
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
Wish you peace
Night night
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I think she's gone. It's sad that it needs to be this way.
Yeah I got that feeling too when I came into this thread just now *sighs*
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception in a matter of hours so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception soon so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.

Love and hugs be well and fare travels.
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception soon so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.

My prayers with you it won't be painful
 
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Cherry Crumpet

Cherry Crumpet

Hiraeth
May 7, 2018
273
I hope you find peace and comfort in nature, Sending love.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception soon so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.
Lost another beautiful friend. Set your wings free.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
It's strange seeing you go, you were always a presence here and seemed full of insight, intelligence and compassion for others. May the source welcome you with open arms, sweet soul.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception in a matter of hours so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.
I'm glad you did something so special for yourself and I hope it brought you a feeling of closer connection with the world. Good luck to you too. I wish we could have met under better circumstances for us both, but thank you for all your kindness, generosity of spirit, and sincerity, and exchanging thoughts with me. <3 Rest well.
 
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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
197
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception in a matter of hours so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.
With a heavy heart I bid you farwel Angle. Peace and love for eternity..
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Good bye and good luck, @Morning Angel. I hope you find peace.
 
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Jai

Jai

Specialist
Sep 23, 2018
384
Sweet dreams no better place x
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'll miss you. Safe travels x
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
We only talked once, briefly in the shoutbox. You were kind and encouraging. It resonated with me in these dark times, the way you have with everyone else.

Be at peace, fly high morning angel ~♡
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I'm so happy you came back, though I know it probably won't last, it just makes me so happy when people come back, but I know that's selfish of me, just wishing you happiness and peace once more, no matter if you stay or go. So many adore you here, even if you feel you don't live up to the image you project, it's truly a noble one to aspire to, I think it shows peoples' big hearts here when such ideals are felt, some so negative, some so strongly. But we all feel here even if we don't feel, it's just in a sadness. Sorry dxm is talking I am rambling a bit.
 
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s_girl

s_girl

Still here?
Sep 13, 2018
191
Spent the last few hours going for a drive and looking at the ocean nearby. Will lose reception in a matter of hours so this will need to be it. Again, good luck everyone.

What a beautiful and peaceful exit amongst the stars. Thank you for all your advice. You will be missed.

You have escaped the cage,
Your wings are stretched out,
Now fly free friend.
 

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Voodoo

Voodoo

Member
Oct 13, 2018
44
Peaceful travels to the other side.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I hope you find your peace.
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,806
good luck
 
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406blue

Specialist
Sep 7, 2018
379
That's the most beautiful post i have ever seen in here.
 
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SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
Look how loved you are, so many people who have never met you *hugs*
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
Looks like it's finally time.

I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.

I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.

Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.

Much love to you all ❤️

Thank you for the talks we had my friend - I hope all goes ok for you.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
2,147
I'm sad to see you go. The air becomes really heavy when I read goodbyes from people I've been in touch with. Hope to join you soon.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
This came up on my FB, think it might be useful to some of us on here; [click] (how to grieve for online friends you've never met)
 
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SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
Looks like Angel has crossed over.
RIP.
 
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