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Lra888

Lra888

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Sep 30, 2018
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Peace to you. <3
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
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Good luck and godspeed
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
hope you will find the peace and love you deserve :3 <333
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Having my last cup of hot coffee and listening to music. Vibes and such.
 
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Comatose11

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Jul 26, 2018
572
Good luck and may you find peace <3
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
The forum will not be the same without you around but I'm glad you will no longer be suffering. Good luck, enjoy the sushi/ice cream and drifting away under the moonlight.
 
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SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
You deserve all the peace possible <3
 
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Kim

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Sep 18, 2018
156
Wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Hugs I hope you find peace I really enjoyed our conversations love you <3
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
Your kind words mean so much, thank you everyone. I may post a pic of the trees in this area if anyone is interested. I feel calm right now, I hope it sticks.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Do post the picture. You've chosen a peaceful way to go. I'm sure you'll remain calm throughout.
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
we never talked to each other directly, but I quite sympathized with you ^-^ I hope you have a smooth passage
 
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eczema

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Oct 6, 2018
59
good luck, may you find peace
 
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Morning Angel

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Aug 8, 2018
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hunter_lewis

Specialist
Sep 17, 2018
335
Looks like it's finally time.

I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.

I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.

Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.

Much love to you all ❤️

hey there, good luck and peace to you, see you in the afterlife and if it exists and you are in the light could you please tell God hi from me and that I will be joining when it is possible?
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
hey there, good luck and peace to you, see you in the afterlife and if it exists and you are in the light could you please tell God hi from me and that I will be joining when it is possible?
Sure. I'll relay the message if I can :)

And if s/he asks me if I want to do another go around, I'll say "Uh, hard pass but thanks."
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I hope the other side treats you more kindly. Your Wings aren't broken just yet nor are useless. Set them free.
 
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hunter_lewis

Specialist
Sep 17, 2018
335
Sure. I'll relay the message if I can :) We'll be waiting.

thank you, you are so sweet and I am so jealous of you right now, I also have health issues and can't wait to go but can't because I can't leave my family.
Peace to you on all your journeys, and see you later, maybe in a wonderful green meadow near the city in heaven
 
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Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Looks like it's finally time.

I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.

I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.

Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.

Much love to you all ❤️
Hello morning Angel.

I really do hope you get to see my post before you go.
I am almost lost for words.As a suicide forum,our goal is to go but some departures are felt more because they are such beautiful souls who are ultimately suffering themselves but still think and support others despite fighting their own demons and you are one of those people along with Sam k.
It has been an honour to meet and talk with you.I will miss you on here but wish you safe travels and hope the transition to the next life is as smooth and peaceful as possible.Thinking of you.
I am sorry you have to go and life has been cruel to you.I hope that the next life (if you believe in reincarnation ) brings you the happiness you deserve.
Lots of love xxxx
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Hello morning Angel.

I really do hope you get to see my post before you go.
I am almost lost for words.As a suicide forum,our goal is to go but some departures are felt more because they are such beautiful souls who are ultimately suffering themselves but still think and support others despite fighting their own demons and you are one of those people along with Sam k.
It has been an honour to meet and talk with you.I will miss you on here but wish you safe travels and hope the transition to the next life is as smooth and peaceful as possible.Thinking of you.
I am sorry you have to go and life has been cruel to you.I hope that the next life (if you believe in reincarnation ) brings you the happiness you deserve.
Lots of love xxxx
Beautiful said, and I'm totally agree with you <3 xx
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
DFAB8065 A132 4554 B911 0B9E864485BC Ah, why not. Just a glimpse.
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
What an incredibly beautiful setting.. wow.. <3...
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
547
If you decide to take N, I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
That's beautiful, Morning Angel. Go in peace.
 
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Lost21

Student
Sep 24, 2018
181
I admire your determination. Best of luck
 
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SamK

SamK

Cloud Surfing
Aug 21, 2018
280
The forest is beautiful <3
Much better than the hotel - but you better be warm , i'm telling/nagging you again.
:-)
 
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Morning Angel

Useless Broken Wings
Aug 8, 2018
618
The forest is beautiful <3
Much better than the hotel - but you better be warm , i'm telling/nagging you again.
:-)
Come keep me warm pls? :)
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
I have absolutely enjoyed chatting with you in shout box. You are kind, loving and awesome. I have to say i will be sad and miss you. What a lovely place you have choosen. Peace to you my friend. I hope you have a beautiful journey. ♡♡♡
 
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