Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
Trashcan
Trash
- Aug 31, 2018
- 1,234
throwaway777
一人、部屋で、独り。
- Oct 3, 2018
- 641
hope you will find the peace and love you deserve :3 <333
Having my last cup of hot coffee and listening to music. Vibes and such.
Good luck and may you find peace <3
Aesthler
Death is the only God who comes when you call
- Sep 25, 2018
- 416
The forum will not be the same without you around but I'm glad you will no longer be suffering. Good luck, enjoy the sushi/ice cream and drifting away under the moonlight.
SamK
Cloud Surfing
- Aug 21, 2018
- 280
You deserve all the peace possible <3
Kim
Daydreamer
- Sep 18, 2018
- 155
Hugs I hope you find peace I really enjoyed our conversations love you <3
Your kind words mean so much, thank you everyone. I may post a pic of the trees in this area if anyone is interested. I feel calm right now, I hope it sticks.
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Do post the picture. You've chosen a peaceful way to go. I'm sure you'll remain calm throughout.
we never talked to each other directly, but I quite sympathized with you ^-^ I hope you have a smooth passage
eczema
Member
- Oct 6, 2018
- 59
<3 you. Don't let anymore owls spook you:)
Looks like it's finally time.
I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.
I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.
Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.
Much love to you all
hey there, good luck and peace to you, see you in the afterlife and if it exists and you are in the light could you please tell God hi from me and that I will be joining when it is possible?
Sure. I'll relay the message if I can :)
And if s/he asks me if I want to do another go around, I'll say "Uh, hard pass but thanks."
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I hope the other side treats you more kindly. Your Wings aren't broken just yet nor are useless. Set them free.
thank you, you are so sweet and I am so jealous of you right now, I also have health issues and can't wait to go but can't because I can't leave my family.
Peace to you on all your journeys, and see you later, maybe in a wonderful green meadow near the city in heaven
Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
Hello morning Angel.Looks like it's finally time.
I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.
I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.
Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.
Much love to you all
I really do hope you get to see my post before you go.
I am almost lost for words.As a suicide forum,our goal is to go but some departures are felt more because they are such beautiful souls who are ultimately suffering themselves but still think and support others despite fighting their own demons and you are one of those people along with Sam k.
It has been an honour to meet and talk with you.I will miss you on here but wish you safe travels and hope the transition to the next life is as smooth and peaceful as possible.Thinking of you.
I am sorry you have to go and life has been cruel to you.I hope that the next life (if you believe in reincarnation ) brings you the happiness you deserve.
Lots of love xxxx
AndyCurious
Warlock
- Sep 13, 2018
- 707
Beautiful said, and I'm totally agree with you <3 xx
lostinthedream
Warlock
- Sep 2, 2018
- 754
What an incredibly beautiful setting.. wow.. <3...
If you decide to take N, I wish you nothing but peace.
That's beautiful, Morning Angel. Go in peace.
I admire your determination. Best of luck
SamK
Cloud Surfing
- Aug 21, 2018
- 280
The forest is beautiful <3
Much better than the hotel - but you better be warm , i'm telling/nagging you again.
:-)
Much better than the hotel - but you better be warm , i'm telling/nagging you again.
:-)
Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
Beautiful!
Fucking loving it
Specialist
- Sep 3, 2018
- 378
I have absolutely enjoyed chatting with you in shout box. You are kind, loving and awesome. I have to say i will be sad and miss you. What a lovely place you have choosen. Peace to you my friend. I hope you have a beautiful journey. ♡♡♡
