Lra888
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- Sep 30, 2018
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As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
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<3 you. Don't let anymore owls spook you:)Hugs I hope you find peace I really enjoyed our conversations love you <3
Looks like it's finally time.
I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.
I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.
Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.
Much love to you all
Lol<3 you. Don't let anymore owls spook you:)
Sure. I'll relay the message if I can :)hey there, good luck and peace to you, see you in the afterlife and if it exists and you are in the light could you please tell God hi from me and that I will be joining when it is possible?
Sure. I'll relay the message if I can :) We'll be waiting.
Hello morning Angel.Looks like it's finally time.
I'm currently outside of the forest that will be the last place I ever exist on this earth. Tomorrow morning, I'm packing up, getting in my car, and going into the woods, where I will be self-euthanizing. I've gone as far as I can go given my failing health and the enormous amount of loss, isolation, and pain that accompanied it. I have fully accepted defeat and need to now stop. I'll be taking N and if all goes well, will drift away peacefully under the moonlight.
I am having my last meal tonight since I'll need to be fasting tomorrow: a sushi dinner and some ice cream - it's always been my favorite and not bad for a last kick if you ask me. (I want a cold Japanese beer, too, but I know I'm not supposed to.) In the very slight chance I somehow survive this reliable method, I promise to report back.
Whether or not you choose to stay and renegotiate life's terms, or you choose to to end suffering, I do hope the best for you all. I didn't need too much advice on my method, but I enjoyed quite a lot of social support and practical advice on technical, non-ctb related matters. I can't thank you all enough for that.
Much love to you all
Beautiful said, and I'm totally agree with you <3 xxHello morning Angel.
I really do hope you get to see my post before you go.
I am almost lost for words.As a suicide forum,our goal is to go but some departures are felt more because they are such beautiful souls who are ultimately suffering themselves but still think and support others despite fighting their own demons and you are one of those people along with Sam k.
It has been an honour to meet and talk with you.I will miss you on here but wish you safe travels and hope the transition to the next life is as smooth and peaceful as possible.Thinking of you.
I am sorry you have to go and life has been cruel to you.I hope that the next life (if you believe in reincarnation ) brings you the happiness you deserve.
Lots of love xxxx
Come keep me warm pls? :)The forest is beautiful <3
Much better than the hotel - but you better be warm , i'm telling/nagging you again.
:-)
Beautiful!View attachment 1966 Ah, why not. Just a glimpse.