Hello everyone, I survived and am currently in the ER recovering from my attempt. I fucked up my kidneys kinda bad but aside from that I'm fine. This will be my last post on SASU as I figured me surviving was a sign that I'm definitely not supposed to die just yet. I have a lot of life left to live and I'd be doing myself and those around me a disservice if I ended it all. Goodbye SASU and I hope recovery treats me well